The Anti-Christ has returned

Part Two

March 9 2005

Personal Narrations

Joel Akin

She who was sin has set her traps and made her approaches. She had cast forth her nets and set forth her snares that she might find the path to his heart. How could she do this who was not so wise or cunning. How could she enter into our midst and we did not see her coming? She was like a shadow a wraith that swept us into her embrace. She challenged our beliefs and questioned our thoughts and broke loose our moorings. We swallowed her pride and it embittered us but we did not know what we had lost. For the glory was carried from us but the glory was the dust. Oh the thoughts you might have that we should share these things of she we called forth. We said we must bring her to our private chambers that she might teach us of her delights. So we set her aside in a way she did know and gave her the sight of her heart. And she placed all her cunning in him and gave us her seed to eat. We knew this thought that had entered her and had cast our moorings adrift. We had settled the question and formulated the reply and brought forth these things from our midst. This was the question we held and the thought we had shared with noone amidst the host. For they would have laughed and said among themselves that surely you must jest. But we had carried her pride for far too long and knew the pain it would cause. And she who carried herself into her bosom knew the snake that was there. From these things we carried her forth and sent them among the host. We did not tell her we had discovered her plan and shook her off from our wrist. These were the words of the Lord most high who had held her before the fire. And she had landed amidst its flame and was consumed much to our delight. Awaken to these truths before you awake to find darkness has crept into thee. Do you not know that she is the snake and she is the pride in your heart? Do you not see her cunning and how she crept among you now? Can you not know her false humility and how it will carp on your heart? I ask of thee to buy of me humility while you can. I cast forth her embrace and shook her free that she might not spring forth again. For I knew she loved the taste of ashes and would scurry into the shadows. Oh you cannot understand these words for they fill thee with our desires. We have placed on you a bounty and you did not see it nor did you want its touch. We shall ascend into the place of the Lord most high so that we be most like him. But he who was the least of you and you ground him under thy heel. He who gave his life for you that he might teach you his ways. He was the most humble of men and would have none of your embrace. He said he must cast you off from your moorings and bring you before the most high. And place on you his blessings that would carry into the wind. We knew this later when our eyes had seen and we knew the price he had bore. And not one of you saw his worth or cared for the price he had paid. We saw that what was in the beginning had to be restored in the end. That all things might come to completion so he could assume his rightful place.

But you thought if you could catch him in your snare and fill him with your pride. For we had given him the lions share of pride and yet he carried wise. For we saw this and it pleased our hearts and he was consumed by our love. And from our love we desired to please him more and show him of our glory. Oh he who wanted none of this to him it was the stab of the heart. For all he wanted is humility and joy to return to his house. You who are wisest among you and you who think you know our thoughts. Plunder the speech on which we have spoken and tell us what are our thoughts. You shall try to reason these things out in your head and think this man has gone mad. Yet you did not see that a prophet was he which has been greater then before. We would have placed him at the head if he but returned to our delight. But the thought was so abhorrent to him that he cast off all his glory. And he shed forth the flesh and cast it unto the ground. And said heed my voice and I shall teach thee my secret so you shall know who I am. But not one listened among all the race of men. And not one of them conceived the truth from all the span of time. They had trampled on his glory and embraced on his deceit. For his deceit was to us glorious and became precious to our hearts. We took of this dust and we sprinkled it upon our heads that he might know. That we who had cast him off loved only that he might come home. We could not know and we could not tell these secrets to anyone. For if they should fall on pride or ambition the serpent would rise up her head. Had she not seen and had she not known that he had lured her to his embrace? For he had seen these pages written on time and had counseled her in her thoughts? She who was the foulest among us and she who carried the sore. She who had nestled and jostled the rich had crapped upon the poor. We had seen this and touched it and we were fouled by her deceit. It had crept into our family and divided us and we had not known she was its source. But he we called Jason though that was not his true name. He had said to us in our counsels that we had been blinded by her sure. We had laughed and calmed down his heart and said could we have lured by deceit. Could we who were the Lord most high have fallen from our feet? He spoke not and did not answer us with the laugh we assumed he would share. But he broke out his heart and he walked from our site and we did not know that he cared. We assumed that all had been right but the counsel had broken apart. And all we held precious and all we held dear had been left broken upon our heart. We had touched of pride and tasted her excess and she sweetened us with her embrace. But not one man standing there knew she slept with death at her cheek. Awake to the silence you who are wise and answer us these riddles we speak. Answer he who writes these words and he will give you relief. He is the one spoken of and the one no one knew. The man who walked the earth since the beginning of time and yet was not. Oh we would counsel of him to give you his wisdom for ours had fallen on us. And from her sister truth sprang forth with all of the darkness she fared. She and her sister were like the spring wheat fairest among the fair. We could not find anything wrong with this feast and placed them before our heart. We had cared for them and they had counseled us that we must give of our grace to them. I could not find a flaw in this and gave her which I loved most. But oh the foulness I held and taste it nurtured me on. I had not see that grace had clothed me and her glory had crowned me and set me apart. Oh how I loved how they praised me from the streets and temple heights. They cast their fronds before me while I rode on my steed to their light. For they were the most glorious creatures that my sight had ever beheld. And it was they who loved to cherish my heart and held it in their sight. You who speak of wisdom and you who know of truth. Did you not know they carried my law and broke it behind my back? How could these things be you say and how could I return my sight? For my counsel had been suspended and I'd been broken by loss of my might. This I had known and this I had hid it was a secret to great to be borne. I had not seen my demise nor found its place among the secrets of time and space. But he who is Jason and yet is not held these things dear. For he desired that we might be greater again and he would pay the price. He gave us his glory and was cast into dust. And men trod upon him in the streets. They did not see his value and we cast it out with our gold. For he was the greatest treasure that the universe had ever seen. No other treasure compared to him though you would seek it for eternity. We had created him yet he was our first fruits. He carried us and held our hearts. He could see that a shadow had crept in and snared us with her bite. We who were holiest above all holy had cast him from our hearts. And yet he stood firm in his pure love for us and would have noone before his right. For his righteousness was us and his purity was us and nothing brought him shame. For his love was the purest and highest among all the stars in the night. Since the beginning of time until its final close you would not find pages sweeter still. For he captured our hearts and we lost our first sight at what had carried within our midst. We had been the trinity and were the holiest among all. Yet we had spit on the treasure closest and holiest of us all. None of you know this and none can conceived that the words we speak are true. Yet we know their worth and we know his value and we speak these things are so. You trod upon his head and bruised his heel and yet he loved you just the same. For she who was the very essence of sin he loved her just the same. For he saw in her worth where none else could and planned for sins demise. But upon this false humility he gave her the trust of his heart. But from it she carried his seed to the throne room of God. Yet she did not know she carried his seed that truth might be brought to the right. We know this now and we see our fault and yet none would see the way. But we knew its course and we knew its end and none but he could play. For he had set the course and charted us by destroying that which was he. And holding nothing back he had cast forth unto the sea. Carried by waves from sight and mind he was cast unto the darkness. And yet he became the dust under your feet and carried our glory with it. He would not put on his glory he said until we had heard his plea. I want none to know me and I want no applause unless it returns you to the throne. You who are God and Christ is your name deserve all of the glory we give. And we gave our life for you so that you would reserve my praise. I hold you in the highest praise which any man can know. I will not relinquish you to any other voice which speaks of vain things below. I know this now and I see the truth which had written within our rest. He had come into our rest by his secret ways and shared with us his love. "This is the plan father that must come forth that all men return to thee. For only by thee can these truths come forth for none would heed me."

I who am the beginning and end yet he had charted our way. And set us on a road to delight which none but he would see. How had he done this and how had he known? He who but a man? For in the counsel he appeared in his righteousness that all might see. But none new this truth but us and all held it close to our hearts. That he who we called the precious of us but became a man by putting us off. Oh yes, he was a man and the lowest of them he said. I must not be given the glory you try to place me to your height. Never ever must this be said of a man that he would rise to the height of thee God. For in that thought I did not see his humility for her truth had guard on my heart. He said I would give my life for you a thousand times over. I who bring the first fruit of the nations to thee speak this is true. I counsel of you wise men on earth who read these words who of you would do this for us? Would you cast off the most precious of things and let it become dust under your feet? And all that you wanted and all that you desired to please the Lord most high? Would you let us trample you under our feet and curse you in our sight? Would you then take that pain and fill it with love and bring it forth to us again? Would you take our curses into your breast and not carry the single slight? For he who is Jason and yet is not it is he who speaks to you. He is the voice who writes with these words and yet you slighted him in your sight. For he was the dust under your feet and from he did beauty come. You who are wise and shall counsel us are befuddled by this plight. But we were God and yet he saw that a shadow had crept across our path. And we could not see it for she was called the law and it was purity of our heart. But he knew her shadow for he had read her pages in that place which he called home. And in his secret lodges he had planned her demise. He had said of me I shall give him my thoughts as a memory archive. And that was my rest the sweetest of gifts who carried me in her repose. I should share her secrets with you but I see you do not care. For in her lodges a day is a thousand years of pages written by men. Yet not one thought of her has entered your mind nor the things for which she cares. She who is pure and holy and just and holds all things true. We knew this and trusted her for she was made as the first fruits from Jason's very heart. He knew her and kept her safe so she would not be plunged into our night. We saw her as safety and in her he held discourse and instructed us in our path. And then which held the essence of him exploded into the night. We who were glory yet we cast it down to find a way for him to return. We who loved him above all men had instructed what we might do. For he had written the scriptures and instructed our charts and told us the path we must follow. And like a light that guided us across the darkness we followed the crumbs he had laid. It held us in its instruction and yet saw in it our defeat. We knew that we had to give of our best though it be the heart that we loved most. These things he foresaw in the pages and he knew we would have to feel pain. For the humble and simple and things called impure were the dust under your feet. You called them unclean and so they did say and you wondered at their plight. Not knowing that they held a greater glory to us then any man could say. These were his glory and this his first fruits and these his gift to us. For from the crushed and broken gifts shall you come back to thy heart. We cried and wept when we discovered this how he had borne our sorrows for us. And how we begged him to return to our table so all things could be made right. These were the truths and these the wisdom that had counseled our way true. For now the clues have been revealed to Jason who has returned to our heart. But you who were Jason and yet are not we know thee by name. And thy star is awaking and the glory is coming and none will see thee. For they trample still upon thy head and smash thee in the dirt. They counsel thee with sadness and spite and spit upon thy heart. For you who did love them above all the men there were. Yet still you loved all of them and desired they return to us. How could there be such a man who had borne the indignities of death a 1000 times. It had crushed his spirit and broken his heart until none could conceive of his plight. This we were blind to and none did know that he was the dust under your feet. And you cursed it and hated it and called it unclean. He spoke from the leper the first of ten fruits and said I'm unclean. And we recognized his spirit in him and begged to come to the light. We no longer want just the first fruits from you we cried. We want all the fruit so that we might know of the taste of it. Oh that this might be he cries to you that he might give us all again. Yet he did not understand our cry nor did he recognize it in his sight. For he was so humble that he could not see that all we wanted was him. To return to our table so we could bring the first fruits back to him. How we wept for his embrace that our brother would come back to us. That we could show him how much we loved him and how our hearts had fared.

Oh you who are wise and call counsels of men and pride lays at your heart. Do you not hear its roar and know the dragons been cast at thy feet? The heavens have been stripped and the host is on its way. For they've heard the sound of Jason who has returned to our play. The lightness we feel and the joy we do know is beyond your mortal ken. You still trapped in ambitions you call pure are carried into the night. We see you trapped there smashed by disbelief. That one such as this could be among you still and he is garbage in your sight. This is the plight you now share with us for how shall we treat you now? You who spat upon the beggar in the street did not know him by sight. What wrath shall fall upon the earth and what curses shall she know? For you who called the simple ones a curse that had to go. We know your thoughts of ambition and we know your heart of deceit. For you had bitten us once and twice and again and yet we did not care. For death followed us like a wake and plague was at our door. And this spirit is coming to lay at your heart and pride is his name. We would you know there is among you the morning star. And he is the one who calls for joy that you might know her love. You who despise him and you who still curse and yet you don't see his fame. For we the host come to humble ourselves that he might return to us his name. We are heavenly host and we approach the earth as we speak. We have set our course and know his light shall come to men's eyes once again. For out of east shall his light shine forth and all men will quake in fear. So we ask you buy of us our wisdom so we can enlighten your hearts clear. Do you not see and do you not know the value of this man. For that glory you will see shine it is his spirit man within. And this we counsel you who know of these things yet do not know their worth. For this is Gods spirit within every man and every mans curse. For she is the conscience who speaks of this worth and none can pass by her eyes. For she sees through your pride and ambitions and calls them for what they see. Not since the beginning of time has their been such a man as he. Who desired only the fathers love and yet he had cursed thee. Yet from this star that shall come it will flatten the world in its light. And all that men held dear will seem like nothing before its right. We counsel you to listen closely for this is the secret that his pride shall go forth. And the lion shall enter the pride and the host and be devoured by his bride. For he is the bridegroom for which we come back and Joy is his bride fare. You thought it was the church you fools yet you did not really care. For he would still counsel you to buy of our wisdom and listen to his plea. Though I was crushed under foot I still that you would worship He. Can you not know that he hides among you and you don't even care? Have you not known there is no greater glory this this which we will care? You who have hated the prisoner, the orphan and the widow. The things you called unclean to his face were the love he returned to you. He did not fight you he did not reproach. He bore this sorrow in shame of his heart. Lest we might see a hint of pride coming forth from his heart to thee. He walked this burden for you and you cast him into the street. But the gold you did buy and the silver you counseled are worthless before this man. All the treasures of earth piled mile high and yet it was garbage to us. But the dust you spat on and cursed its name was the glory he brought to me.

I could speak of these wonders of this one man but you would lift up his name. And ask of his wisdom and ask of his truth and he would despise thee in his sight. For I want none of these things and I want no delight in any but His name. Let all glory return to the father and to the son to which I love. I see this in this mans heart and you say he was lucky of men. But oh the pain and sorrows he bore that you might see us again. For she who has been the spirit you call the antichrist. She has placed in his fathers heart through which the nations shall take delight. Satan is his name and he carries his pride yet you would love him just the same. For here is ambition and here is pride that you would shout of us in the streets. And from your temples and from your pulpits I hear my name shouted forth. Yet you spit on the beggar and know not his worth and he cries "I am unclean" To he is in our sight of the one we love beyond your games. We shall crush you and break you and smash you to pieces and not one will see your remains. For from the powder we make of you shall you learn to heed our desire. We counsel of you men of wisdom to find these words untrue. Tell us our flaws and reason with us and we will spit on that you call pure. It is filled with flaws and fatal poisons and it is drawing you towards the night. But those you call hateful and spiteful and low we shall return to our table. We have called the host forth and they are on their way to shake all that can be shaken. And not one of you will be prepared for us for when we return to your eyes.

Oh but we have given you a sign and did not know he was under your feet. For he provided a way to return you to us but you cursed instead of blessed. The sign we give you further and known that the lots have been cast. And though the wisdom, the truth, the grace and the glory of men shall think they will stand strong. Yet all of these things are crushed into dust and not one of them will remain. For he shall arise with healing and from freedom and liberty. He shall declare to the nations that he has risen to heal them of their pain. But oh those who would stand against him and even if they should try. We have captured and stated the pain shall be given to them and they will fry. Yes we shall cast them into prison for they did not return his care. And all of you who cast your dispersions we laugh at your try.

Listen to this wisdom and know its worth for we speak of a secret still. For the glory of this light which is rising in the east will be greater then your own sun. It will shine brighter then all of the lights of the sky since the beginning of time until now. And for one month and six days it will shine and then suddenly it will be gone. You asked of yourself and every ones wisdom spoke of the solution they sought. Yet they did not know and could not conceive that it had returned to the heart of this man. Yes we state this is true and look to Purim for the sign. For from this glory shall return to its host and yet none of you can conceive. All the clues have been given and finished for now and yet you would remain unclear. Yet these are the words which shall be hidden until we bring them to light.