April 20, 2007

Joel Akin

Turning your face to the wall

 Lets say time had a friend. A friend is one who loves at all times and so time would be time multiplied by love. And since love is the key to heaven and to earth I have to learn how to love if I want to have time.

 Now we speak of time which is good and not time which is evil. Some speak of evil time and that is the time which is yet to  come. I speak of good time and good times because I want that to come.

Now if I have faith and faith is good then I become a man. And if I become a man I put away childish things. And since childish things are based on time then time which is child or childish is time that is meant to be destroyed.

Now we have a conundrum and that means that somewhere out there is conun banging on his drum. At least that is what it seems to me. Now if conun is banging on his drum then if he lives in Africa he might be of Egyptian decent. If he is Chinese he might be of the dragon. And if he is Japanese he might be a sumo wrestler. But if he is childish then he is of time.

Time is like a tree which faces West. Now since it faces west it faces the sun when it rises or when it sets. Now if we want to understand what childish is we must first understand which way the sun rises. And if it is to rise in the East then we are meant to face East. If it is meant to face West then we are meant to face West. Yet if a child says "I will face East until the sun sets then the child will be there all day. And if he doesn't look behind him he will never know the sun doesn't set in the East.

So if Hezekiah turned his face to the wall perhaps he was being childish. Perhaps he cried to the Lord "Let me live" and it was such a cry that the child part of the heart cried out for help. And that is the part of the heart to which the Lord responds. And God does not condemn a man if his child which is yet to be born is evil minded. That isn't why God grants us gifts. He looks at us and He says "You are on the right path. And you are to be blessed."

And so like Hezekiah we have cried to the Lord and the Lord would say "Would you have the sun set in the East?" And my reply would be "If it sets in the East would it be best?"

And the Lord would bless me because the Lord would say "That is best for the sun. For the sun is blessed by setting in the East. For the sun was never meant to set in the West."

And so the sign God would grant is that the Sun would rise in the West and set in the East. And if that seems wise then remember that God wants things to be best. And best is a word God made which means to bless that which is est. And Est isn't just of the Estimate, which is the cost expected, but of the East. For the East is the Feast and the Feat of things to come. So remember this day. Remember that God said "I will raise up the sun. And I will set it in the East. And if that is too hard then let me know. For in some countries perhaps it does rise and set upon the sun. And if Japan sees itself as being of the Rising Sun and it is part of the East then it is the gift that would keep on giving. So I would be a wise man for asking God which is best. And God would give me a smile and say "Good, I don't have to shake the earth to make it stop. Nor do I need to shake it to change it. For it is of the day and it is good that way."

And so the Lord would add "If you wish to speak then ask and I will respond."

"How do I speak when I feel as a squeak in the wheel?"

And the Lord would say "The wheel has a squeak. And the mouse has one as well. Yet the wheel needs oil and the mouse needs cheese. So ask about the cow."

Father, what does the cow have to do with me?

"The cow is the gift I give. It is the gift of life. For the cow is the freedom and the life and the hope. And it represents the life blood of Israel. And Israel is meant to increase with you and not decrease."

"How do I help Israel; especially with a cow?"

"Think of this as a quote "Forget all things. Remember that I am not with you so much as I am with you always." And think of what I say as a gift. I do not curse you I bless. And I bless you with understanding. For the cow is the heifer of the Holstein. The Holstein is the only type of cow which can produce the red heifer. And if you are Jewish and read this then ask for I will pray and God will answer.

So remember this. I tried to bless you but sin prevented me. I tried to help you but sin stopped me. I tried to aid you but all things fell into the pit. So I sent a man and he went and fought for you. He said "I will fight and I will fight and I will fight. And he did. And he was hurt because there was no one in all the world willing to pay a price. And that price was for the pearl. For some would say the pearl is the bride but she who is Israel is the bride. And if the church wishes to be the bride then she must submit to the nation of Israel. For the bride isn't to come to the altar as the gift. She is to come to Israel and give. And if the church will respond to the gift she will give of herself. And she will stop being selfish.

For I have chosen Israel as a gift. And Israel is meant to be adorned not just with life but with hope. And she is meant to help restore the temple. Some would say that the temple isn't meant to be rebuilt but I would say that I want it restored. Now some would say "How can it be restored?" And the answer is by looking beneath the street of Fa. Find a passage there which will carry you to the life of Fa and from Fa find the life of the covenant. Prepare it. Carry it to the heart of those who live in the heart of the city. Find men who live there and carry it to them. When they have found the path give this message. For it will be the only one I give.

 Now that is the message to the people of faith. And the people of faith are those who read this. Write me, Joel Akin, at earthhouse@gmail.com and let me know that I have hit the button on the nail. For the cough of the enemy is strong and he would try to wound. And those who are of the enemy are those who would read this and laugh. And those of the enemy are those who would read this and hurt. Just remember that I am not God. I am a friend to Israel. She is not meant to be alone. She is meant to be restored. And I am fighting for her with prayer. I am just a simple man who suffers in prayer. I wail but only inside. My wall is the wall of my room. And I do cry to the people of Japan that they might arise and give glory to the Lord. And I pray that they would restore the men of earth by showing them that the earth is not ending. What is happening is part of the story of life. For God is clearing out the old and making room for the new. And there isn't one of Gods creatures which will perish. Only those which fell under the curse.

And remember that God needed oil to fix the wheel. And the wheel isn't just of the mouse but of the oil. So lets say the mouse will live but only justly. And if that is to say it will feed at the table it is because there are little feet which are wise. As for the rat who can say?

In all things give thanks for this is the will of God, through Christ Jesus. Remember that if there is no Fa to give God a prayer and perhaps the meaning will become clear. And if you can't find a place to dig then give me a call and I'll write it down more clearly.

Until then remember to think ahead. What else does Israel need? To find out write me and tell me and I'll pray and ask God to see if He shows me anything.