2007 arrivals the ba connection

There are words which fry sin

April 7, 2007

Joel Akin

 

 I hate. Well, not just anything but I do hate a lying spirit. I hate a tongue that does not cease. I hate things that are evil. I hate those who forget to flush the toilet when the toilet is their mouth. And I hate sin/Sin. Now capitalizing it doesn't refer to Cardinal Sin of the Philippines though if he sins I hate that. What I hate about sin is that sin is the most vile spirit in the whole universe. And I war with him. And I am winning.

Now winning is because I pray. And I win because I am an overcomer. And I win because I fight with prayer. Did I say that already? Then let me repeat I could not make it were it not for God. I fight because I can and I fight because I will. I chose to fight. Giving in might not be fun but giving in is what they want me to do. I say that 'they' by choice. They are not people as we know them so if they speak it isn't people I hear. Now that might make some laugh but in reality they are demon and evil. And demon is the spirit of evil.

Now lets tell you this that I don't play with evil. I don't ask and I don't stray from the side of God. I may dare and yell and scream, at least in my thoughts but I don't give up and give in. And that is part of me that gets angry. Call it a desire so strong for vindication. I know that is up to God but I still pray for it. And I ask God for help. And God gives it. And God keeps giving even when I can't see or hear.

The fact is I am waiting for sin to fry. I don't have any qualm about this one. He and his demon horde can fry in hell. The only thing is it will be the lake of fire. And it will not stop burning.

Now if you are a man and if you really want to be evil like they are then keep going down the road to destruction. If you knew me and knew my story you might just repent. You might just cry out to God "Get me away from this guy" because they know they are destined for destruction. And if I can help lead them there and if they build a wall surrounding them that is up to them. And if they continue to build it day by day then God will just let them think they are still fighting. And they won't get tired of it. Its what they do.

The only thing is I've asked there be repercushions. And I don't speak little ones but huge ones. Hydrogen bomb repercushions. And I don't speak once or twice but always and forever. And if possible increase it exponentially depending on sin and on evil. And increase it to a level so vast and so powerful that even they cry out enough.

 Proverbs says there are four things that never say enough and one is fire. And I am beginning to understand the part I am praying for. That there is fire enough for all of the demon horde and all of evil and all of sin. For sin says "I made myself to be indestructible." So as I've learned from watching science shows and fiction shows and science fiction is this "Burning something at the end usually means the monster."

So in this case the evil is sin and sin is evil. So if they fight one another they go into fighting for all eternity. Now I say let them fight evil of gingivitus or let them produce energy that is eternal. And since sin cannot be destroyed, so I've heard, then let sin be eternally burning and frying.

Now I've had enough of people stopping trans fat. I like it on my fry. Now I don't want sin but since you don't want fat in the fire where do you put it? You call it sin but suppose sin is the reason you hate food. Suppose sin is the reason we stop eating what God created? What if sin is the reason that animals have gone from food to pets. And suppose sin is the reason you cannot discern what is good or evil anymore. Suppose you think sin is worthy of help. Suppose even after seeing him in action you say he is misunderstood? Well, if you need to council sin then you should know that you'd better be prayed up and have ultimate faith to survive the encounter because nothing else will help you. And even then if you council sin remember he can jabber away for an eternity and you'll just nod and be like Freud and never know you've become one of the rats in the maze.

 And let me assure you I've fought with evil and with sin and I know how vile they are. I hate what they do around the world. I despise the evil I see. I hate animals that go bad and I hate what sin does to people. I don't hate people I hate sin. And lets get something straight, "I hate what people do to people." God hates the lying tongue. And he hates other things which are evil.

Yet this isn't meant to be only about hate and about sin frying in a vat of hot lava. Its meant to be about life. And I am tired of fighting with evil and with sin. And if God would answer he might agree. Its just that within a year I am hoping the rapture will happen.

 I know this is strange but remember this, all things work together for good to those who love the Lord and those who are called. No one is called except those who are chosen. And no one is called except those who are of the Lord. God knows this story isn't going away. And he knows that this page isn't going to make sense to some. And God knows that I fight and fight and fight until I feel sick. And that isn't trans fats that do it but sin.

So lets say that in a while I'll be gone from this story. I won't be writing much in these pages. Not because I'm raptured but because I'm on the road. And that means I will be out there somewhere thinking "I miss writing". And so if possible maybe I can take this with me. As in this story. So I can keep it up from somewhere on the road. And write it as I go. For God is going to see me through. I know its hard to understand. I've fought so hard I can't really let my guard down. I've had to fight. I've been in war so long I don't know what it means not to.

But God knows I need help. He knows I need encouragement. He knows there are those who need help and He is coming to help. And He isn't going to cast down evil with evil. He is going to let sin fight it out until he says enough. And then he'll be granted a project to work on called fixing the problem he made. That is if he survives the billion years in hell. And if that seems long it won't be to evil. Evil is like a fungus and it just grows. Sin is different and that will be eternity to him.

So in a way this story is about compassion. And it also is about Sin becoming a native of time. For he was the most vile creature that ever lived. He was part of the nature of things. He was part of the nature of life. But he went off and he is going to have to pay. And that price will be life as a rock or a tree or a stone or a fish or something but never again as a man. And if he does come out of it then it will be as a stone. Then the stone can cry out praise but no one will really hear it. Except maybe God who might turn to the stone and ask "What next?". And the stone will answer "I'm a rock. What do you want me to be?" And God will say "No more" and then it will be gone into dust and into gentle wave of the sea of time.

Now I write strange but God has a purpose. That was the epitath to sin. He was a spirit and he was an evil spirit. But originally he was part of nature. And that is part of things which is meant to be remembered as a lesson never to take things for granted.

And if I take God for granted I don't wish to. I know its hard but all of us may take God for granted. We yell and scream and wish that we had become something better. And that is part of things to come.

Now the real reason I write this is because I believe God said there would be a sign. So the sign of God is the peace of God. And since I've had to fight all day that hasn't appeared. And since I overcome with prayer then I need to pray or just trust. And since I am wore out I can't seem to focus well. And that is part of things I write.