The life of freedom

August 11, 2007

Joel Akin

 In the midst of a storm there is sometimes an eye. People know that an all seeing eye is also on the one dollar bill. So lets say the two were related by a spirit. Now the spirit of God is like the storm in the sense that we fight and we groan. The storm isn't the spirit but the Spirit is the storm. Now if I write small it is because we begin with a thought of the storm and God. Is God the spirit of the storm or is God the Spirit of the STORM?

 To understand we have to ask why Jesus said the day of the Lord would come with great catastrophe. We know that our mind is small. And yet was Jesus speaking down to our level or was he trying to help us understand things were bigger then anything we could ever imagine?

 I pray as often as possible and lately I have come to a conundrum. A conundrum is like the eye of the storm. No matter which way you look there is storm. But imagine you are with God and God says "Guess what. You've reached a place where there is no way out." Now what are you who are in the storm going to do? Well, it happened to me and it was a time to rejoice. I say that because in a way we think. Thinking is a culprit and it allows delay. Lets say Sin uses delaying tactics in order to hinder. He prevents us from praying by using those who are righteous. We say that with love because the righteous are those who are under the blood of Christ. They are the ones who are used by Sin to keep us from arriving at an answer. How? Think of it this way.

Imagine that God saw it and pointed it out to me that we as a people of America are losing our voice. Like me I lost my voice beginning in 1991 although it had started going out once in a while before that. Whenever I tried to reach the higher notes I once could reach my voice stopped. I was still in my twenties and I had voice training even if it was minor but I was in choir and a special group of singers in high school. And so I loved to sing.

 Yet I lost my voice and only Gods grace allowed me a remnant. That remnant meant if I watched over it carefully I was allowed to speak on rare moments. It got me into trouble because it meant I couldn't talk. So I gave up on telephones and that meant giving up on friends who wanted to chat. No one called me after awhile but I got used to the silence. And it was in this period I began to seek out a true friend in my heart. And that was the Father. He was brought to me by the fight I was in through the leading of the Holy Spirit. We became friend and then good and then better and then best of friends. Even if time passes God doesn't lose a friend. Not even when I'm bitten by the evil snake called Sin or La of Sin.

La of Sin is like the see of life. It is based on making men submit and it is based on the la of men who were the la of women. They were la heads and they were the forty headed monster which was based on Ali Baba and the Forty Thieves.

They were men who had lost their way and legend says they were boiled in oil. The fact is they were thrown into hell and they took their women with them. The women were forced into hell and it was there they cried out for God. God heard them and delivered them but they forced out the dark part which was Sin. He took the part of their nature and put it back into the pit. Thus God had to force out the nature of nine hearts from them and they became as 9 la's. They were women who were restored to their youth only they were women who had to fight with evil for so long they forgot. And thus the name of Sin was forgotten along with the name of life. For God had to fight in hell and it was there where he had to become the all seeing eye. Some said it was Sauron and that it was like a cats eye. That is probably one thing that was like history for Sin was the spirit which stole the nature of hope. Remember Pandora's Box? It had one voice left and that was the voice of Hope. Yet we were the one who helped pray and so prayer was the hope of the spiritual release.

Now I won't go into the why of it but I became battle scarred and wore out by this battle. God was the all seeing eye but he wasn't Sauron. Sauron was a make up name by Tolkien but there was a spirit that wanted to be that evil. That was Sin spirit who went into everyone he could. He dealt with us by making us sin. And we were sin in all ways and that was one thing which Sin hid from us and from all who were there at the beginning. He was the eye of evil and he was the eye of rot and the eye which held the nature of the glaze. The glaze was the darkness which covered the crystal and covered the healing power of God. It was this which prevented me from receiving my answer even when I had done all that was possible to overcome. And yet it was those who were right with God who Sin used. He took their pure nature and stood behind them when I prayed. And so the nature of purity was the soul of light. They were like the promise of Selah, the rainbow, or the waterfall. Sela is part of the nature of life as is the creature la which men later labeled C Law. It was the C Law of nature which the creature was accounted to and for. If a creature broke the C law they were torn apart. Today we do nothing to the animals but a dangerous animal and its kind will be destroyed by God. We put them into a position of time and that means we created animal and breed to hurt. That isn't the C Law. It was the C Law which was meant to be healing for us and for men. Accidents were not held against the animal such as in the case of giant behemoths or giant fish or giant whales or giant pachyderms. They were under grace in most cases. We allowed them freedom and they graced us with life by tearing pathways through the jungle. We were meant to leave them be but we tortured them and hunted them. Now in the case of Bison it was a good thing for they carried rot to the heart of the land by overbearing it with dung. The very grass itself became rooted in dung so the land could not heal. But in most cases the elephant was there to broadcast its life by sharing its dung with most creatures. It was the giant of the field in Africa and in Asia and in North America but somehow it was lost and it became dead. Men had no need to fear animals such as the elephant but we had to grow and so they lost territory. And as such they eventually broached the C Law and carried us to death. But in a way we carried them to suffering. And as for the Polar Bear and Grizzly who supposedly protect their young? They do this out of malice for man and not praise for their children. They do it because they are spirit lead by evil malicious spirits. They will also be moved out and the C Law will be restored.

Now I write this by hope and I write it with love but it is part of the freedom to come. I am in this story by hope and I am here by grace. I know that God is on the move. He is going to deal with me soon. That means I am going to have to face Him in court or in hope. Court isn't going to be of pain and suffering but I have to deal with things I did. Things I was involved in. And so we have to face it as man to man or man to God depending on how God vents. That means God wants to advent it so I don't freak.

Now I am just speaking as a man because I have been involved in the story of a life. I am part of the end and part of the story that is going to be epic. It is so big it can't be anything but. And so when it is written it will have to be in parts. For it will be written chapter by chapter until people think its not possible to be more complex. If you read me you'll find the final solution. But you are probably in the minority so I'll not fret.

Now I want to know when so I can stop suffering. I am in war still with evil and it isn't fun. Tonight was hell again for they tend to gang up and hit me one at a time from every side of the body. So I get pain in all parts at various times but linked by time or circumstances. And so they avoid part of me so I don't get overly angry but they still hit and hit and hit and hit and hit. And if you've been in spiritual war you know what it means. They don't have compassion or care they just have hit. And so this is why I am dealing with the big guys who are scary. They are bigger then pretty much any spirit out there. So if you've dealt with things like the Exorcist each one of these is bigger then them by a factor of a thousand plus. So don't play with things unless you've been trained. I mean that.

Now as the the freedom? It is up to the father. Why? Imagine it this way; you were born with a father who prayed for you from the beginning. That was God. But you went south in a big way. You went evil for a long time. It was your heart that was bad but you were still asking "Is everything okay?" Only God saw your heart was bad and He had to figure out why. And to top it off God had to go through trial after trial for the world stopped and people went insane. And people started warring until they blew themselves up. So he had to turn the world inside out to take out those who wanted to be free. We get the news from outside the world and it is earth based but we are inside the world. And so it is strange to write but maybe if you who are in war torn side will read it and weep. For I was there not long ago and if you read scripture look up the part of the story where God had to create a world. He did. He created a world and then he made it heaven. Only we destroyed heaven and so he then made earth. And so if you study scripture it talks about the world and earth many times. That is to show you we don't pay attention to such things. If we did we would ask God why the world and earth are distinguished from one another. The answer would be that God created the world and earth to be united. But we threw out both. And so we had to be in hell. And it was hell which was the only place cool enough to support life. For all other places had gone up in fire and brimstone.

Now if this bothers you know there are those who speak of being from other realms. God is one. Jesus is another. Men have said it and some have been there. I was there and I saw what was left of earth. It was cat food. It was broken out and it was fish and dung. There was nothing left. It was all gone.

And so God created a way out and it was this story so you might read it and pray. For we stopped praying. And the nation that loses its voice is the nation that casts off God. And so when we take God out of the military as we've done and take him out of the school, as we did, then the only thing left is to take him out of the church. Only that began more then five hundred years ago. It was then in the late fourteen hundreds that an evil spirit named Satan stole the altar from men. It was there he stole the name of men. He stole the heart of man. He became the evil assassin who broke every man who tried to pray. And none could endure. None could fathom what was happening. We had revival but it died in every single case. And men died by the hundreds under this assassin. He was Satan but I found that out when I beat him in prayer. He had no choice but to round up the kings of the East and promote them. He bound them up into a head and ejaculated them into the head. It was his head which symbolically did this because he was an evil spirit trying to raise up things that were and should have remained in the dead zone. Only he broke it and shattered it and nothing came out. Only evil thoughts which was what broke out the evil name. It was Sharadikia. And it was this name which is the spiritual nemesis of Earth. So don't use it much just read it and pray.

Now I fight with prayer but I also fight with time. And so I leave it for now. I give you a note to ask God for help. Ask God for wisdom. Ask God to break the curse on the nation of America. Ask God to restore prayer. For if I can beat what no one else could beat it wasn't because I was smarter. It wasn't because I was better. It was because I was in the right place. And that is why I thank God I was where I was.

 Now for now I pass this on to those who are surrounded by the storm. The Storm is God in practice but God the Spirit is the Storm to come.

 God is going to deliver us but we will see what He has been dealing with. And when it happens we will realize the war was earth. We were at the center of the storm and the all seeing eye was God protecting man. We have no concept of how big this storm is. Just remember it isn't earth so much at stake as it is this universe. And our universe is the eye of the storm. I didn't know that but it does make sense in a wild way. So when these things come to pass the day will come with thunder. It will come with lightning. And yet the day will be open to the sun. So it will arrive in the morning and be over by night. But it will be a day we will never forget.