How the world will end with a bang

August 13, 2007

Joel Akin

2Peter 3:10 But the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night; in the which the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat, the earth also and the works that are therein shall be burned up.

Lets first begin with desire. Desire is that God will grant me knowledge. I have been in prayer and fighting with evil for years. It is one of the few times I've felt the loneliness of this war. I fight to hear God speak but by the time a word comes through I'm wore out. I had a clear dream in the night of trains moving at high speed but it wasn't the dream so much as the idea that I fight to hear God. I fight with prayer and prayer is meant to be you and the father conversing. Not you fighting constantly with evil.

But if I am in war then there is a reason. And that reason is one which God wants me to understand. I want answers and it is like asking a friend who loves you to explain "Why is the battle going on so long?" That is the main reason but there is also "How do I deal with my loneliness?" And that is one that can't be dealt with by men. It has to be dealt with by those who are called by God to help. And that means God. God deals with it and God provides for it. And it is that which is His will for me to understand.

Now as to the trains they represent the day of the Lord. They are trains which are being prepared for the day when men find the door. It is not that the door is going to be outside of their experience. It will be the door is there all along. Only a few fill the trains of the Lord.

Now it is this which is to do with the world ending with a bang. It will. I know this but it is a mystery which is found in scripture in different forms. For if the world ends with a bang how? And if it does end with a bang does that mean it is part of the old creation? For all things become new seems to indicate a day when God puts all of creation in one place and we go out and watch it.

Now if that is the case it is a place of sorrow. For not only do we have to watch the world being destroyed but we have to write it as well.

So what if the world being melted is the world of sin? What if the world of sin is so huge God has to put it all into one single place? So if God so loved the world that he was willing to die then it wasn't sin he was wanting to die for. Now I say that because we tend to think Jesus died for a spirit called sin. But there is an evil spirit by that name. And he is the cause of sin in the world. And as such he is the evil I fight. Paul may have fought with him but I fight with him as a spirit and not as a body. The body is the chief of sin and the body is the owner of sin. I fought both and overcame both by the blood of Christ.

Yet if being an over-comer helps then what does the world need? It needs God. God is the one person I need to be a friend. And God knows I am sleepy. And when I get sleepy I tend to drift. And if I drift sometimes I go into things which is not beneficial. So forgive me if I say things that might be offensive at times. It isn't meant to speak that God is offensive it is meant to show that God is in charge of all things.

So if you read me speak of Acacia with a sh beginning it is true from scripture. I write it as such but we don't speak foreign languages. And if I do they must align with scripture to be of use to me or you.

 So if scripture says Jesus is coming soon then why is it that he hasn't come? After all there is a melting taking place around the world already. This melting is based on life and it is going on at the North Pole. They say it is the lowest level of ice ever recorded and that isn't normal.

So are we in for a new glacial melt? Is the element spoken of ice? If so how do we bring in the other elements?

Now the Lord isn't forsaking me. He knows my heart is tired and he knows I am weak. But he needs me to know the heart is the weak vessel and not the storehouse of knowledge. This means I have wisdom in my heart and this is why the story isn't going as well as it should. Now being of wise heart means I have a wise heart. It is me. I am still Joel. But being wise in heart means my heart is a gift from the father of life who is giving me hope and joy and peace and so on. These are fruit and fruit is like elements. Each element is made up of fruit.

Right now there is a shortage of fruit. This is the first year I remember where there were few blueberries. They came and they went and we seem to have missed out on them. But what if they just didn't make it this far North? We probably have them up North but they didn't make it. We still have strawberries but they are slowly fading out. And the same with Peaches and Nectarines.

The fact is I love fruit and I do get tired of only apples and oranges and banana's. They are good but like life they seem to be one or two kinds. If you don't have variety then where is spice?

So here is the variety. The variety is that God is in control. The variety is that God is making a way. Now he makes a way to me with financial help so I can have a normal life. He knows I struggle so He thinks it would be okay to live at home and buy gifts. That is for me to have so I can be a dreamer. I have this dream to buy a professional set of things for my computer. First is indesign by Adobe and second is either Framemaker or Photoshop to play with. That is because I am always playing and eventually one needs the best. I discovered this by use. I found the programs I had such as Word and Word Perfect didn't allow huge files. They bogged down the system. And so I dream of being a writer and having pictures. And so pictures means having a grand camera. And taking film.

Now I also dream of going back to school. I want to think of it as a triumph over adversity. It isn't there but God put it on me a week ago Friday or the 3rd of August in the evening. I was in prayer and it was a breakthrough from the father with an idea of returning to school to take up writing. And to take up film. And so that was a mix up for me as I thought it was just film. It is meant to be as a screen writer and photographer. Some cinematography might be okay but I would make a horrible director. I'm not good with people. It isn't my strength. I could do a singular documentary and it would be great. But cinematography isn't my forte. I was willing but I told the Lord I needed courage. Not because I couldn't do it but because it isn't me. God could eventually allow me to try my hand at it but think of it as being a preacher. I tried my hand at it and didn't like it. My father wanted me to be one but I couldn't handle pressure well. And that is a play on words for pressure is what causes me to blow off. And if I use steam it is that which is the element which causes things to melt.

So the melt of the elements is the key to this story. For if steam is super hot it can push as well as propel. And if it is used as a propellent it can maneuver and it can propel into industry. And industry is what Sin as an evil spirit wanted. He wanted it to be of super hot steam which he used to melt things. And it was that which he used to propel men in their spiritual side into annihilation. He used steam to destroy and destroy and destroy everyone who got in his way. He was so mean and so evil he destroyed everything. And he was evil because he would heat things up so hot that he tried to melt things that could not be melted. And among them were people who were as children.

So God hated what Sin did. He hated Sin. He hated the evil of Sin. And he hated the fact that Sin created bacteria which withstood the superheated steam. He did what no one should be able to do is create evil bacteria which withstood superheated water. And so the evil empire of Sin withstood everything God threw at it. For God tended to use fire.

Now fire is the destroyer of Sin and sin but it isn't able to kill. It destroys what we call the adverse spirit but it doesn't kill Sin. Sin has to be destroyed inside of his heart and that is where he put the pale horse. The pale horse is death and the rider is Death. I was able with Gods help to destroy the pale but not either side of d/D. And that meant that Death was on the loose still and so was death.

It was in a way symbolic of ill that our family has a new tenant under our front step. A nest of wasps has garnered the attention of my mother who didn't know what to do with them. I usually step on them if I can but this time they are morning and night visitors. And they sit and fly in and out at will.

But what if the wasps were evil spirits waiting to pounce? Would we know what to do if they attacked? It sounds dumb but thing of one thing. What if the wasp is the one thing God used to drive out the people he didn't want in a land? Suppose these wasps are descendants of those wasps from Israel? Would we call them blessed or a curse? In our case they are bothersome but not yet a curse. They haven't the power to attack. If they do they know they will be destroyed. It is only when a wasp nest is in upper case that they destroy. When they are under the porch they are small and they don't usually bother. When they are in the above position they see things below as things they destroy. And so I have authority to kill them because eventually they will grow up. And when they do they destroy.

Now this is part of Sin. He was in the deep in the well. He sat and sat and sat without harming but eventually he rises up and destroys. He does it with malice and with evil intent and it is this intent which keeps us running.

For I fought him in the deep of the earth and it was there I wanted to travel. I went there in the spirit realm and I was in spirit form. I went there to fight and I went there to overcome. God sent me on mission after mission and I learned how to deal with evil. But Sin was an evil I had no concept of. And so it became an evil sin to our family and it destroyed the camaraderie we had developed over a lifetime. True it wasn't perfect but it was us. And so the us in this story got stung badly and I hurt with tears. But it was Sin who was the culprit who stung other people. They carried venom and that venom hurt them until they had to release it.

Now the day of God will come as a thief. That is meant to speak of rapture. It is coming and it will be within a few months if all goes well. It isn't gifted to the majority but I say this here. I don't proclaim it otherwise. I don't expect many will believe. Mainly because if I am right why do I still war?

To understand that might be a clue to why Jesus comes as a thief. I know that is presumptuous but I faint only in doing one thing. Fighting. That means I fight and fight but I can't get free to do anything I want. I want to travel and see the world but how? I can't live outside of life. I can't travel without help. And even if the trip goes out there how do I travel? How do I move about? How do I get luggage from place to place? How do I buy things and stand in lines? I can't do that in Calgary without knowing day and hour to shop. If I do I have to shop when stores open so the lines are nonexistent.

So here is the scenario. Tonight I write this with a close pin and that means I will soon get a raise from Heaven. I will have a new pin and God will show me how it works. It will work similar to what I have only it will come in the mail. It will seem to be the same only it will be a pin # which is based on Heaven and its wealth. I don't have to show it to anyone because it will be spiritual. Spiritual means I will see it as a # in my mind and it will grow into a # I can find. And that means I see it as real but others as fake.

Now that sounds dangerous so here is what I mean. Suppose the day of God comes and only a handful of people end up as first fruit to the Lord? They turn out to be the new kings and queens and prophets and powers that will be to the kingdom. Suppose God makes them his predecessors to the kingdom. And suppose that means they will inherit pretty much all things. Now why? The answer is one of time. God doesn't give much to those who pray for their meal but not for their life. If I pray for God to bless my meal I would do it quickly and without thought. I do that but I try to think why I pray. I try to think towards God and thank him. And God hears and grants it to me as gift.

So if I pray and if I seek and if I knock God will open a door which is to Heaven. It won't be scary it will just be there where I need it. In other words it will be a door to any bank in the world. And it will be a bank system which is run by God. And so the bank system will be in charge of Heaven only no one on earth will see it or care. They will run their money to it and through it and it will last and survive. And that is the way of God.

But it will be this which will arrive in the mail for me. A simple card which only I can use. Others will see the card and will try to understand it because it will be different.

Now I don't play with knowledge. I could photograph it and send it here but that would be playing you. For you would see it as a simple bank card with my name and #. And that won't change the name of the bank.

So here is how it works. God is going to heal me. He is going to heal me in a way I will be in time with Him. He is going to heal me so I can see and that means my eyes. I will see what is there. Like Elijah. Only it won't be a small army I see. It will be the army of Heaven. And when I can see then God will then transfer knowledge. For when I can see then I can hear.

Now if this is true it will be a day of marvel. For if I can see then it is possible you can see as well. So if so watch for it and pray. For if you see it also then you will know why I speak so strange. For there will be many blinded by time who will struggle with this story. And they will wonder if it could be true. And if it is then who is watching us? I can say the US is spending millions to watch us with cameras only God has been spending almost little to watch us freely without our understanding. How? By being there. Why? Because Sin is there. But he is going to destroy this evil and leave us with desire to change. And so in the future check in as I write these things down.

But don't worry. If the world is to end with a bang I won't be the one to whimper.