Trying to remain in charge when the battery is low

August 7, 2007

Joel Akin

 What would it take for you to follow a man into war? Would you follow a General? Would you? I am a General to God and some day an Admiral. At present I am just a General. A General is a man who has fought in a war against the power of price. The power of price is when I fight for life and for liberty. And I fight with affliction of flame and fire.

 It is a war which charges against me daily and it is all I can do to stay on top. That isn't meant to be negative so much as positive. So why then do I have it inside of me? That war like Paul? That messenger which buffets me? I had it for years and then God gave me a victory. It came back. Not in a nice way either. Yet it wasn't because of my evil that it came but because the evil spirit which is vi tried to steal me away.

Vi is an spirit which lies and it is based on the things of Sin. Sin is a lying spirit who went after the nature of evil. He coded it so it wrote out DNA and it became bound within the nature of us. We were sould out and we were put on a shameful place called a lie. It was that lie which stole the name of us and put us into a box. That box was like Sin only it was Vi. And Vi is the name of an evil being. It isn't Sin but it is his name and even nature.

Now Vi is a creature of legend and it is this which vied with God in the beginning. God tried to crush it down and it fought with Him as a person. God set it down and put it into a box and set it into time where it would be carried into a new realm where God could destroy it. But somehow it built a way and it destroyed men by the trillion and it destroyed men inside. It took their name and it took on Sin as a legend. Sin didn't stand before Vi but Sin submitted. So Vi created a base foundation of lie and put Sin inside of it. He settled Sin inside the lie and Sin made time by being evil to men. Vi set himself apart and wrote a length of tribute we'll call lying to God. It was his heart which set itself up as men vs God. And so men sat in his length of rope and tried to cling to it because Vi was there to oppose. Oppose was like one vs the left and we had both.

So when God went after men to try and reach them He sent Christ to deal with evil in all its forms. Yet Vi wasn't there. He had breached time and settled into a lay of time known as the breach. It was there where he fought the name of Christ for centuries. By creating a wedge he reflected the power of light. And it wasn't that God didn't have other weapons but it was light which didn't quite reach this evil creature. So it wasn't affected like Sin was by the way of Christ.

Now Christ isn't afraid and isn't worried. He knew that it was a powerful spirit but God said "I'll use a man to fight this." So I've been in war with it. It fights with lie which is based on Sin and Sin is an evil which God had me fight for a long time. I overcame and fought with tenacity. But now Vi is being dealt with and he is a dirt scum sucking label. Which means once you get past the surface the power that is meant to be in the box is missing. That is based on a dream which mom had where the bag of the vacuum was there but the vacuum cleaner was missing. So it is with Vi. I dealt with Sin and with Vi as a label only when I got the wedge open I found God had found a way of dealing with him.

Now that means one thing and that is God is going to deal with me next. I am man and I am here. He has to help me in a way that is honoring.

Is it right to ask for honor? I think that it is if God is in the saying of it. I don't go out and ask but I feel as if God is saying it is of Him. To be honored means to let God heal me. And to be free means God will set me free. He knows I am in pain and in suffering. He knows there are evil beings yet in the world. And he knows I will try to put him first in everything. It is just that it is his desire that I be broken. For I still have struggle after struggle over things like writing and praying. Not because of failure but because of the war. I was injured more then once physically and it wasn't man that did it. It was Sin and Vi. They were two creatures created by evil beings. And evil beings means they took on nature and lost but also gained a new insight into evil. For evil was created by God but God set evil to lose its understanding. So when they took on nature they made it groaned for they trapped it in a box. Only the box was the label and the label was suck and suck was what the vacuum did. So it sucked out the brains of those who were evil and replaced it with dust mite. In some cases dust mites. So evil was in dust and in the mite and in the things that were vile.

Now I have hope that God will set me free. I have hope God will speak to me. I have hope.

It is my desire to be with God in prayer. It is God who wants me to see that I don't have to pray. That is not as it sounds but it is as it is. For me pray is to be in tune with God 24 hours a day. That isn't wrong but God wants me to pray with ceasing. Paul went into it as a man who could not sleep and it bore a brain cell into his heart called time. And it is there were evil spirits reside. They rest on the hurt of the heart and it hurts so much it feels like congestion.

So here is what real prayer is; prayer is the ability to listen. It is the gift to speak. It is gift of God vs gift of man. For God created us to fellowship but we think its God who gets glory and we get zilch. But we are meant to be honor. Honor is when a man overcomes. He is given a throne and a rule. The throne is there to live with as a gift and the rule is Glorify the Lord. The Lord being God through Christ with the Holy Spirit with the family of God. God sets up the day for honor and puts us into it. He knows I want specific help and so that is where God comes in to the picture. And that is where God deals with evil Himself and puts it back into the box. And once its in there then even Pandora couldn't open the box for it will be finished and done with.

Now it might seem strange but God will deliver when it is time. And that means we may need a time change before the day of time changes. And if that is usually in Spring and Fall then it will be in Summer or Winter. Until then give time to rest. Give time to pray when it is time to do so. Give time to life when it is an ability. Give time to love when it comes to that. And when it comes time to eat do so with love of life. God gave us will and desire. And he blesses me in ways I cannot thank enough.

And if I am low in charge I do that so I can pay the bill each month. So give it to me as a gift so I can buy a software called Adobe Framemaker 7.2 or the latest. I pass this on just in case you have the will.

I pray that it is time to listen and pray. I love you in the Lord. I pray God will honor you in all.

Now mom explained it to me in a way I understood at first to be a box missing its label. But when she mentioned it to me today it didn't have a label. It was instead shaped like a potato or peanut. So either I forgot or it was her. I will go with her but I do remember her saying that the inside was missing a vacuum. I think when things go missing we don't always get the facts perfect. And so if I offend I apologize for getting her dream off in how the vacuum was missing. It is our desire to remain truthful to God in all things and this is one where I went back and reasked her to explain it. It is a fact that in the dream of Kings there is always a message in it from God. Yet when the dream goes off it is in the area of a label. I heard label but it wasn't label so much as there wasn't a label. So I do apologize for that as well. The missing label could have been how she described it but when you are having head pain and she is lying there in pain and your dad is in pain so that it required him to call an ambulance later then it becomes a war of understanding. Each of us is bought with a price and so when we faint in our day of adversity its easier to erase our mistake and start again. I wanted to leave this as I spoke what I believed to be fully right. So in a way God allowed it and permitted it. The Vi spirit is real because I've spoken of it with God. It is based on di or truth of sin. And it is based on an evil spirit which took nature and made it groan in pain. And that is like what Christ endured on the cross. Jesus took Vi and broke him inside of hell. For the grave was the sort of this spirit and so when Christ raised up men they had to break out of prison. And so when the bag was seen it was like a box to them. And I wrote it as a box but mom saw it spiritually as a bag. Thus we were both right in a spiritual way. So when I faint it is because I don't fight for the fullness of understanding. And mom isn't off when she feels pain. Nor is my dad. He is bent in age and sorrow but God is going to deliver him. He is going to heal me. He is going to set us free. We are not meant to bear pain so much we are in constant agony. I bear it because I must but I bear it because I pray enduring a war with evil. And it is e vi l and the vi is in the middle. So trust when God shows you Vi is real. It is there in name and in the number Vi which is six for the number of man. So if Christ holds up a five with a high # to it then it would be a correction to what I first thought which was it was five. IV is four and VI is six but V is five. So Christ would be right to be V for victorious.

Now I want to end this soon because I know if I keep going I'll keep making mistakes. Mistakes are human. So how then did men of old avoid mistakes? They did so because in a way their life was on the line. So we in this age make mistakes everyday. So when they made mistakes they quit and signed up and did something else.