When the key grows up to be a man

August 1, 2007

Joel Akin

 What is the best day of your life? It is a day when everything goes well. But what do you do when you make a mess not of the day but of your perception of life? Do you think of yourself as such a failure that the whole world is on your head waiting to prove it?

 After all study people who do well in life and they get praise but if they make a mistake with the law such as drugs or drink and suddenly the nasty side of people rides their agenda to jail if they can. And I listen to this and wonder "What if that were me?" I don't hear that from many on the news. Most are saying "That isn't me and it would never be me." Now that is paraphrase but it covers the heart of the issue. That we see ourselves as immune to things. And immune simply means "It can't happen."

Now this isn't the day of the Lord or of things its of me. I think of things like this when almost everyday CNN comes up with status of bloopers and failures. And if there is a status it is the ongoing threat of love. For CNN is a good station but I pray that it goes out of the dog news.

Dog news is where they follow the trail of what stinks and what smells foul. There are hundreds of news stories out there and thousands dealing with good people. They have an option; one is to follow dog and the other to follow after sheep. Both carry odor but both follow. The dog follows the pig or the fowl or the hen or if he is dog he goes after the hen and tries to kill. And if the hen is the leg its one thing but if the lay of the egg is gold then its another. So CNN then becomes the lay of the gold and we then become the holder of the egg. Thus the Easter hunt goes to CNN and I become the egg holder.

Now if that doesn't make sense this is how it works. Sin was a spirit on earth. It was everywhere. You couldn't find it but you could see it. So CNN rested itself on the pot of gold and became like sin. They went out and sought for news but suddenly they were surrounded by it. Men went to them and they went to them and then it was voila, we are the news. It happens when the news goes out and finds a way to change the nature of the news to fit the customer. It wasn't that way fully at the beginning but now it is becoming that way. It goes after things of the law and that is okay but it isn't the law which grants news. It is law which we shall say is founded on news.

I know this makes little sense but think of one word. Media. We take it for granted. But suppose news was meant to intervene between side one and side two. Suppose media was the law. And if people messed with the law the law wrote their story. Now getting into the story might excite a few people but it was the law which carried the sea of knowledge. And the law was the way of the Old Testament. It was the law which wrote the news and it was the law which was the news. Yet it wasn't meant to be the news it was meant to be the law.

So what am I saying that is so different to this age? We want freedom of speech but we don't have a clue how it works. So here is the true nature of the law and news.

If you are CNN you are the media and the law. You become the mediator. The tor at the end of media means bull and it is the bull in the china. And that is where the bull is stabled. In china or if we wish the Shi Na. Now scripture speaks of it as Shekinah but it is also shechina. And we know this because we looked it up.

Now to the news it would be news to write the name of the place I found it but we'll just say that some of the sites are offensive in the sense they get it all wrong by saying God is a woman. We know that God is a man but when it speaks of feminine side of things that refers to what we call La. La is without the w but lets say that refers to wind and wind is the gift of the Holy nature of the Holy Shi and Holy Shi isn't the name of God but the name of his heart.

Now the purpose of this is to give love to those who arrive on the basis of hope. So love then becomes. It becomes a matriarchal society. And it became a way for God to carry women forward. It was a way of life in the old time and it was a way for God to have a beginning. He put people in that place He liked. And if you made it back to the beginning you were a likable person. And that is what God did with me. He put me into the beginning part of the story. That way I had a way of showing up in later parts without question. That is from the dog or his hound or their support stuff which is like staff without Alpha around. We'll just say it is Alpha and Omega who were the first two on the scene of the news and that is the beginning and the end. And if you happen to be there then you happen to be there with the news on your side.

So here is how its going to be in the future with the news. Its going to be open and shut. Those who are wise will listen for God doesn't play news. He plays it to cover it. And if there is a war it might be because the news people are playing it up instead of playing it down. So if people play up the news they play up the war. They go from being the mediator to being the traitor. And that is when they take on the nature of the entire spectrum instead of trying to cover just the news they are called to cover.

So when CNN started it was meant to cover the news. It did. It did a job with 9/11 and it did a job with other stories by showing emotion. Emotion is good in news. It shows people of news care. For generations we lost it when we tried to erase emotion. We threw out generations of news worthy stories because we threw out the name of the author. He wrote the news but he didn't let us know if it was worth having. So people who cried out "The humanity of it all" got it right. We get chills listening to the story of the burning dirigible. And if the thing burned and people died it was horrific but it was part of the news.

Now the news being the law means they are sancrosynct. That means they are off limits to both sides. I spoke of this from scripture when the news men were outside the gate and the enemy was at the gate no one paid any attention to them because they were leprous. They were the first to bring good news to the city. Now we are not saying the guy on the street should always be the guy with the news but often he is. He has a camera and a phone and it is this which gets him published. That is as it happens. And it is this which gives them a boost perhaps for years. And it is where they are at which gives them the midst of the story.

So if I write the rapture story then I write it as one who learns how to write. I write it as it happens. I write it with desire to change it from dog to liberal. But liberal isn't meant to be as we see it today where anything goes but as news with wings. And that is wings of freedom and liberty.

Yet we at www.joelakin.com do it the best we can knowing it is day by day description of our vital part in the tale. We go out and write it hoping that something will get noticed. It does but no one reads all of it. And so the day I write these things becomes part of history and that is the best I can hope for.

So who then wants dog news? The day of news is the day of dog. And so if we afflict each day with dog and news that is of the hound we sniff and turn our head and eventually walk away and never return. Of course we do return but we speak more as Tom and Dick type story. We go back again and again in our mind to the day of yore when news of Tom and Dick was of our youth.

So when we watch news its about evil. And evil is like the day of men who fight for understanding. They want to be blessed but they can't figure it out. So they pray and pray and pray knowing they are blessed. But how? After all if we are filled with knowledge of evil how does that help us? We who are of this age fear but suppose we don't? Suppose we are given both sides of the story? Suppose we try to write it from both views? The best way is in conversation. But suppose I write it just as I see it. It then sounds as if I'm divided. It sounds as if both are true. It sounds in places like scripture. And that is when a man is given both issues. He has to make a decision as to who is right and wrong. If he can't or finds it tough to assimilate he wants to cast it all off as false. But suppose that is the case with some of the writing in the Bible. We find it is there for us if we want it that way. Like Paul being told again and again not to go up to Jerusalem but Paul ignoring the voice of God. Yet God continuing to speak. Was God not upset?

No matter how it appears it seems as if God covered both sides of the issue. One was Paul being mad with God because he had a vow of men to perform. And God knowing as God he had to perform a vow of reaching the people of Asia with the gospel. So if Paul goes into bondage and he was called to Asia how then can God get anyone to go? After all we've mentioned that in our churches before. God will raise up someone else only we don't know it might be five hundred years. And that is the Gospel truth. So please, before you put men first find out who would have been saved in Asia. Maybe Ghengis Khan would have been raised Christian. And the Mongol sweep of bitterness would never have happened.

Now it is speculation but lets just say God also speculates. And when Paul refuses to back away from man and his vow and adds "I'm ready to die for the sake of Jesus Christ" but continues to add his part to it then that is off base. We see it from history but Paul went on and won many but he was a man of bondage. And he said "Remember me in my bonds" and that is because he fell. He fell hard. He did what he wanted thinking he was ready but he wasn't. And so in a way I understand. I'm saying this only because I know what it means to fail hard.

Now news isn't just CNN. Radio announcers have their day. They are radiators and that means they know how to put out the heat. Radia means to circle and it is within the radius and that is how a radio sees itself. As being part of a vast circle. And so we all radiate and put out heat but it is the announcer who puts out heat on a different wave then just TV. TV does it as part of the med and the med is meant to be for later but it does fit in here. Med is part of Medicine. And the original meaning was Med, I sin. Or Med, I sine. So if we put things into full perspective you might overreach and get the who gist too soon.

So lets just say for now the medi is the med and med is the stay of force in foreign lands. People who went out and put down the med or the medi or the media found out what the tor or bull was in the shop. They tor open a wound that would not be healed. And it was nuclear if needed. And that is what is called the Tor or the Tora or the Torus. It is part of history and believe me when they come to town you either shout for joy or you run and hide. And if they come after a war they fight to the death and they destroy without honor. And that isn't the toe or the head but it is truth. Men who fight with honor fight with dueling pistols. And they get what they give. And they end up with headaches on both sides which equate power of head to head in an arena. And the arena is matched on both sides by the media. The tor or bull becomes El Toro and we watch as slowly they massacre the bull or gore the matador. And the mat is the place of prayer and the ma is wisdoom and the mata is a man who fights for the door. He knows the bull would crush so God doesn't give him the bull so much as the head of the bull. For if the man is wise he will see he is growing up. And it is then he can say to men "Here is what you need to do" and if they are wise they will listen. It is when you write with sympathy that it becomes hard or harder. And that is the truth of this story.

So when I write I still write with fear of what people think. So God will grant me reprieve until I learn to write with sympathy for the side of grace. And that is the side where Grace sits down with both sides and hits them with a stick. One is called the stick that licks and the other the lick that sticks. And so if you wish a cone then ask and God will send you one. If you want a fight then ask and I will grant it. For from now on God is going to start making what I say sound like I know what I'm saying. He saw I saw it wasn't working. I could try to cover both sides but I'll leave that to writing. As for the store of la I'll put that in the head of the bull and let them loose in China.

So for now lets say to China and its government. I have authority. I grant you one hour after reading this to submit to me as a man who has authority. If not I send in the fly. That is a plague. It will hit China like a bomb unlike any in all the world. So look for plague of fly in your next channel for China will submit or they will fly.