What Sin Did

January 22, 2007

Joel Akin

 The Ozone hole is almost finished. When it is done then I will send it to a publisher. That will be the one who helps me with it. That is God. He will help me find a publisher. As impossible as that may seem.

 Now God is God and He created me to serve. He created me to write and I try. I put him first in all things and I try to put the things I write before him. It isn't easy but I try. Now there are things that are on earth which are going to be removed. Not in years or months or days but in hours. Those things are being carried up to the Ozone Hole for it is the easiest and best way to carry anything up.

 Now if there is a use for duplication it isn't what we own on earth. That will be carried up with the earth itself in what men will call a rapture. They will understand that men are not able to pray enough and that is the truth. Most of us never learned that prayer was real. We've heard all our life that prayer works. It does and it does and will always work. The only thing is that it works to fight and fight isn't what God wants to do all his life. He wants to enjoy life.

 So He and I made an agreement and I've stuck to it as best I can. That agreement is to fight until sin is removed and that is happening. If there is a problem it is only that a spirit called Time wanted to be involved and he became taken out because he was the most responsible for the evil on earth.

 At least that is what he might say. The fact is he still strives with us. And that is part of history.

 Now I am not a dumb person. I know what spiritual warfare is. Perhaps more then anyone else who has lived. Even the beginning people know that for I fought with them and against them. I fought against Satan and I beat him in one night. I fought against still knife which was a spirit that rode time. I fought against an arrow called day of despair. I fought against a tree called Knowledge of Good and Evil and found out it was Deth who had fallen. I fought against spirits that were of witchcraft and demons and powers and even those meant to be of good called the Watchers. I fought them and I even fought with God. Not against Him because that would be hard to do considering we fight as one.

 The fact is I fight against power and principality but there were two that fought so hard that no one will remember them. They were men and they were spirit. Now men will be gone for a long time because they fought me and they fought God. They will be removed from time lines and that means of all the men only 1% will ever make it to the finish line. And that is because men prayed and sought God and he carried them. I am one of the few who fought my way back and I had to be carried part way. I wasn't in much of a mood for treasure hunting but I did and I found a lot of things I didn't know. Mostly about life. I didn't know that I was one man against all of those evil ones. I didn't know it because I didn't want to know until it was over.

 So it is over though I don't really understand that as yet. I still have pain and lots of frustration. I have tried to pray for two years and it was a battle from the time I woke to the time I tried to sleep. I was on sleeping pills. Two a night I guess and they barely helped me sleep. I was into everything I could do to pray and that meant pacing night after night. It did help for awhile but then it was as if some evil negated it. So I stopped and wrestled with them on my bed. Trust me there was no romance just wrestling. I hated it and I begged God to let me out more then once. But in every case I got a second wind because evil didn't give up. They wanted me dead and I guess I decided to get back at them by praying. I had nothing else to do besides write and pray and eat and sleep and try to do a few things to fill the day.

 Now this isn't of the ozone hole so I guess I'll probably move it somewhere else. Its just that I wanted to speak in a way that would make sense. That the war is almost over. It doesn't feel like it. Today was among the worst I've had with a spirit I call perverted.

 Now God is there but He really is busy trying to stem the tide of anger. Not against me but against a spirit called Sin. It is the one spirit all agree has to be destroyed no matter what. It isn't there to help in any form and it isn't there to be heard. It is of men but they fell into it and most wanted it. The problem isn't that they wanted it but that they inherited it. So people tend to cling to what they inherit.

 So I inherited it and sought it when I was growing up just as much as anyone. Yet when I found God he woke me up. And in the waking I started realizing sin was bad. And then I found there was a combo that went to super size it. And that was a spirit called Sin. And Sin was a spirit so evil that all the world was in his employ. And no one on earth, not even Christians, knew what he was.

 I hated him and I sought God for help night and day so I drove everyone crazy with my prayers. At least I think I did. Any how I went into prayer with one thought, "Don't give up until God comes and takes me home or something wild happens that is good."

 So far its just quiet. I spent part of the afternoon watching the Day after Tomorrow and wished I could write like that. I write good but God says I'll write better. Once I'm free. For Sin stole my name and my logo and my dream and my hope and said "Now he is nothing."

 And so God said "I will raise Him up" and God did. By having me pray. No one wanted me to have to pray my way out of here but I did. Because I didn't have a choice. And here was earth. Not hell even if it felt like it at times. And I wanted to write a blessing for today but how? I was turned into a nightmare this morning and I wept because of what Sin did. In my mind perhaps but it was real to me.

 And now I wait and wonder if I should mention it to God?

 Anyway I am on the right path. That is something to be thankkful for. I am following God in all my ways and words. I am listening to him in my heart and I am heeding his thought to rest tonight. Give love a try. Listen for an hour. Give love a try. Give love a rest. Give love a try until there is nothing left of Sin.

 For love is of God and God desires us not to despair. For what we wish will be granted. And God will make a blessing appear out of nowhere. And He will grant to us the desire of our heart. And he will shut down Sin. And he will give us hope. And he will take us into his hand so that we can find hope.

 For there are things God does for us that we do not see. And it is quiet but that is good. For Sin would rise up and steal us into obscurity. But God raises us up that we might have life and hope.

And finally I would say. Trust in the Lord. Do not despair. Rest in Him. And God will bring a word tonight to you who pray. And to you who seek. And to all of you who need love.

 Remember God is in control even when it seems there are none to hear. Until next time remember to keep the faith and lift up the name of Jesus.