July 10, 2007

Freedom which speaks of two worlds

Joel Akin

 If Israel were a person who would he be? If man were a man who would he be? If I, as a man, were to find myself in possession of a great pearl who would buy it? Suppose I had time to prove that I had the pearl. Would you buy it? I don't speak of the pearl of price but of great price.

 Now some Christian might say "I have it too and boy are we blessed." I speak not of the pearl of Christ so much as the knowledge of what God had to do. And it is the knowledge in full.

 Suppose you were to say "I have it too" what makes my story different? I suppose it comes to the question of own. I have a story but I don't speak much of it. I leave it up to God. I leave it up to God because I'm afraid that if I try to tell it as it should be told it won't come out with the punch or impact God could put into it. And I suppose that belittles me but I don't think it does. Suppose God is God and He has the expertise to inspire with others so they can come up with a perfect book. I will know that I played a part. Maybe an important part. And that is what I desire to know that I honored God.

And so the story might remain there were it not this one thought; "What if God wanted it to remain there?" What if God were to say "Joel, let it rest." And so I would. I would try to find a way to focus on life. And that is what I want. I want to be able to rest. I want to be able to travel. I want to enjoy life without pain and without suffering. I would like a home and maybe people to come and visit. I want my world turned upside right and it isn't. It is torn and broken and I am in pain.

Yet if this story is to go into the whole of it I might as well leave it here. For it isn't about me. It is about you. It is about your home. It is about your function. It is about the world.

Now I won't erase what I started off with but I won't go into it too deep either. I will just give a summary. For after the night of winter comes the warm dawn of summary. And if that seems too pun filled forgive me. For I haven't been myself.

The pen is mightier then the sword but now when I wonder why Jesus was the WORD? Why was S in front of the WORD? To answer that we might make a sum of the mary. For sum of Mary was that she was a virgin. And the mary part is that God had to do some quick thinking. That is to make sense of this story. For it seems that in the sense of time I was part of the story of life. And in some ways I played a critical part. For I had to guess in part and pray for the rest.

 And so I got to be the su of the wo and that is not su of mo because even Japan could not compete with Hawaii. No, I want to be the su because the su gets to rest. And rest isn't just of the pine but of the wo.

Now wo is of women and women are of rest. That is my biz but lets say I write biz like you write bus and I ness you with life. And so the I ness was of the niece and niece weece or as my niece Christina and I used to say "Unkey Dukey" And that is the way of a man who knows that it is okay to say weird things to those you care for.

 The sort of story I write is to make you wonder. I write with word and I write with pi and n and kaboom you are memorized in my story. Of course mez might be the proper way to put it but suppose I wanted to mez you into the story of God? And suppose I had to write weird in order for you to be happy?

You see I was born and I was raised by real parents. I was meant to be a preacher. My father wanted that of me. I didn't. I went into a hodge podge of mez and it was the mez of life. And I ended up going into glass and it broke my artery or my neck. Anyway I didn't really break anything while I was there except pieces of glass. And that was good. No damage done.

But the sort of the story is that I got involved with a friend. This friend and I had an idea: "What would happen if the world knew me?"

Now we all have this sort of idea but this one was of a friend named God. I wanted to help and to save the day. I knew Jesus had done that for me and I wanted to do something back because God had done for him what can best be described as going to earth and ending up in hell. And it was something God had for the son but wanted to avoid for the rest of us. So I asked God "Can we do something to avoid that?" I know everyone wants you to go to hell. At least most people say it from the pulpit. But I was raised in fire and in brimstone preaching and it was preached to me all my life. I knew what scripture said but I also knew God was God.

And so I made a friend and we worked on it in a roundabout way for over a year. He asked questions and I answered and God filled in the blank. He really did. I was a blank tab and I went to let it out by writing. I started this site and I wrote it as often as I could. I wanted to expose the start of my friendship with God. I wanted to let people know. It may not be there yet but maybe it will be soon. All I know is that I prayed and I won. That is I won prize after prize and I didn't even know what I did. Except make friends with God.

Now it seems this is the kind of thing that happens to you and me every day. We Christ centered folk know God like the back of our hand. Only we knew His word and we knew of Jesus. And we knew some of us had the Holy Spirit. We didn't really know/know what that meant but we knew/knew that it was life saving. And so the life saving part was God through Christ via the Holy Spirit. And we had LIFE. And we all knew it and we all were arrogant about it. We still are. We tell people who have more answers then us "We'll understand that more when we get to Heaven." The idea we know/know more then others bothers some because it borders on scripture. And that is almost sacrelege unless you can back it up with history or person anecdotes.

Of course I am being slight facetious. I know the face ti o us is the sort of life. And it is true I could write on most any subject but most of you might be able to. But that isn't the point and I wanted to carry a sum mary of life.

So here it is; suppose Jesus was Adam but carried into Eve through Mary? Suppose the spirit of Mary was the sort of Eve? That would mean somewhere there was part of Eve carried into women which was pure and without sin. Impossible? Suppose God made a copy of Eve? Would that be bad? Of course it might be bad but suppose it was Sin who made the copy of Eve based on what he wanted most? And suppose at the moment of copy Eve was shrunk into a so of la? Well, it sounds facetious but that is the way of God. To fool man and us. So I'll just say it did happen and Eve was made in the image of a woman. And she was sent into the future and into the so of la of a woman by the name of Mary. Now it wasn't the body of Eve but only her desire for sex. That desire for sex meant Mary had to carry it into us. That is into the future. Now that sounds blasphemous so I'll say that sex went into all men. And that sex we took was the sex of Adam when we accepted the life of God through the body and blood of Christ.

 Now that sounds strange but more acceptable. So lets say that Sex was a spirit and it was one that used to belong to Truth and she wanted it back. Suppose there was no sex in Heaven because it was taken and given to Eve for keeping Adam in line? And now it was lost? Come on, even I can tell that sounds crazy.

So I'll just say that Sex is written in the story of Truth. She lost part of her heart and that was the desire for Sex. She was given to men as their conscience. She could come as the eunuch who has a place above all others in heaven. And they would be of men or women who had become eunuch by force. And in this case Sin robbed Truth of her desire. He stole her desire and he took it and cast it into the sea of volatility. That means fire. He wanted her to be destroyed. He cast her off but there were a group of ill people who were expert in caring for others. They took the heart of Truth and repaired it. They gave her a dream heart and it became the dream of men. We were carried into it and into the so of la. I speak like that because it makes you wonder what that means.

Now the so of la is like a dream. It will be heard by you probably within a few years or less. It will be a word the entire world will hear. And it will be a word that will become fav to you and me. That is because it will be of heart and life.

And so the la of this heart is to quit now while I'm still on my feet. I am wore. I am fought out. I am not able to keep going until God heals. So I ask you God if you have anything more for me tonight?

If not I part with a thought to those who have a dream; don't despair. Life goes on. Life carries a hope. It is hope of dream. It is hope of sleep. It is hope to love. So give time to dream. Give time to sleep. Give time to those who are of life. Remember that in all things God doesn't give up. He keeps on going all day and all night. Even when the day seems never to end.