Seeing the death of sin in the body

November 11, 2007

Joel Akin

 I am in the see and sea of death but not of me but of the body of me. The body of me is the part which is sin and sin is the part which is able to manipulate the body. To make this happen I need one thing and that is wait and pray.

 Wait and pray is the sys of stem. It is the sy of relief and the s of sister.

 I went to a movie called Bourne Supremacy, or was it Ultimatum, but it was about a man named David Webb who found out he was a soldier who had volunteered to eliminate people of concern to the government. In this case the CIA. I was watching it and I said "What will it take to cut off the evil from the source?" I figured if sin was in everyone then there might or must be a spirit which is over all and separate from the body. This is one way he would remain in power.

 Of course it was a prayer but I took it from the message I got from the movie.

 Sis and I were on the edge of our seats, at least she said she was, but I was because my back started to ache. Of course it was a great movie and it was the seats to blame and not the movie.

 There is this idea that God doesn't hear but he does. Sometimes it takes a specific prayer to make a specific act. And if we ask for help God will give it but will not make us suffer beyond the level of act we are dealing with.

 So in this sense I overcame all things in the spirit but not in the man of body and flesh. Flesh goes to the depth of the soul and soul is the start of a realm called sin. It is in the soul of a man that Jason Bourne had to murder in order to overcome his own name, aka David Webb. He had to kill a man and that was the part which burdened his conscience. So he fought through impossible odds to overcome. He did overcome and he won over the evil that men do.

 This is in essence the level of pain I've been going through for about 3 years. Level of pain that has had me in prayer over the faith of my father and mother. They had gift of prayer but not the will or gift of will to overcome. Will is the desire to reach the top and it is the desire to go the distance. And that is something I have and it is something I have in full.

 That is what Jason was all about. It was the Jason in this story which was the robot. The man who had to overcome and the man who was broken in his soul. He became a robot until he was faced with his maker only this maker was the devil in skin and bones.

 It is this type of evil which is not meant to be of men. It is this type of evil which is meant to be in the heart of evil sin where he will be carried to the dell of darkness. Dell is a good word but it means a place where sin goes when he is not in a good mood. He goes to the dell heart. That is not Dell computers but dell system lords.

 Dell system lords is a host place for those who are well acquainted with being dealt with in prayer. They go there when they've been overcome. I had help in sin/Sin because it was a big giant monster. And it is the place where the Justice League of the Universe puts their worst cases for disposal.

 It is a special world and it is where Sin was put as of today when I made that prayer to cut him off.

 Now I don't doubt but I do test. For if this spirit is loose then why did I hear him still? He tried to give me his forwarding address but I refused. That is the spirit of Sin. He wants to know that I overcame him because Sin is the worst of all the evil spirits which have been dealt with.

 There are some so big they have no name. There are others so huge they have no real purpose beyond destruction. But there are several which have names because they once were men who became evil. Evil being the point of this story.

 It was in the end that they tried to go after me through my father. I saw him burn with pain and wept for the cold that swept through him. That was yesterday. During the night he was hit with gout and crawled to the bathroom. He was in pain all day and there was talk about calling 911. It isn't something new but it was a war.

 I had to get away in order for God to take me into a place apart. Sin tried to break my concentration in the movie but it was fast paced. It was with sis and she and I enjoyed it over a bag of popcorn and my orange soda. Not my favorite but I drink it when nothing else is available on the Coke line.

 There isn't must left to say. One day someone will read this and maybe wonder if its true. After all if I were a real person and I had to deal with big Sin then what about you? After all if I got away into fantasy in order to be the person I was meant to be then it was in the order of life that I fought to be the person I wanted. Not just to be but also to become. Sin had a grip on me and it was a grip which was and is still hit but not with power.

 God will deal with it and it will be dealt with in the list of men who power it on earth. There are some who have in essence sold their soul to the devil. When the devil they made comes knocking, as Jason did, then it was in Jason that God found a way to deal with that evil.

 We as men have to face our demons. We have to fight with them in prayer. When we do those demons fail to fight. They fail to live. They prove to be nothing before the fight we are given in God. They are real its just that they are not. For in the war I had to overcome pretty much all the evil. Not just in this world but in all the world. And that world is big if not bigger then all things.

 So if evil gets that big again we have no one to blame but the people we put into the box with us. And if I'm there don't expect me to fight on forever. I would if I had to but that is the war which I pray never, ever, ever, rises up to warm the hearts of people of evil intent.