What happens when Gods will isn't done?

11/26/2007

Joel Akin

 In the beginning God planned a wedding. He set it up so that all the nations would arrive. He put them up in the finest of homes. He placed them into the sea and air and all over the world.

 Then he brought them out to earth on the very day a spirit came and destroyed those he loved. Now God saw something but he didn't know what. And so that what was a demon named Fe Sois. It is a demon and one so powerful it is the heart of Ti and Lao or Ti Laos and the s is there because I added it.

 I am a friend to God. Yet God gave me a prophecy. One that he wanted to come to pass. It was a prophecy which I woke up to for it came close to being the perfect answer. Only it didn't happen.

 In the past there are many who heard God for a rapture. Only they didn't have the strength to fight and that date came to an end. Nothing happened.

 So who then is at fault? If a born again spirit filled prayer warrior goes to war and doesn't succeed then who is to blame? Is it them, God or something we in faith don't have a clue about?

Lets say I have a clue because I went to war with it. I went to battle and fought in prayer and sought with God for it. I went out and put down a plane of heart and cry and said "I will stand here until the day of God is done." And I went out and prayed but I did not move. I went out and sought God for help but I did not move. I did what I could in prayer and I did what I felt was and is the most important of all things. I prayed. I sought God in prayer and I went into prayer with all my might.

 Yet I found a few things out about this spirit which fights. First I've taught it and I've begun to train it. Second I've taught it to see that I have authority over it and I've taught it if it messes with me it loses. And so far that lose part is where it loses out on specific knowledge that gives it power. And if you think this is a joke its not. This spirit is a lying spirit but it fights with things I should not have power over including men of prayer.

 Imagine that a man of prayer fights in prayer with men of prayer. He goes out and reads me and takes me to God. I do that and so do you. Only with me I pray "God help me" and I don't ask for them to be cursed or to turn them over to Satan. I've seen that done and I've heard it done and I think, based on what I know, that it is the worst curse there is. I say that to Paul the apostle and I say to any Christian not to ask that. No matter what. No matter what they've done.

It isn't that God didn't know it is that God saw and leaned on it at times to do His will. And if you knew that it was the will of God then you knew God was behind it. But if you knew God saw it as a demon then you would wonder why turn people over to it and the answer is to save their soul.

Saving ones soul is the depth of pain. And the depth of pain is the heart of cry. The heart of cry is a weeping which endures for a night. The night in question is the night of the soul. It is the night when men fight for life against a spirit which is down to its last bill of hope. That being men who give in prayer to sin and not God.

God doesn't give up and doesn't faint. He knows I am hurt. He knows I faint. He knows I pray with tears. He knows this. Yet He also knows that I see Him as God. And I see Him as God in a way I haven't. I see Him as God of the Heart. And the Heart is the cry of a man to end this stone of weight. For it crushes down on my home and my heart and I don't seem to know what to do.

Now that might sound contrary to what I said above but think of it as desire. This is a stone I fight. A stone is the way and weight. It is a stone like a millstone but worse then that. It is a stone which is based on lie and lye and lying. It is a stone which is called tie a yellow river of sorrow to a man until he doesn't want to cry anymore. And that is a yellow river of pain to the heart of men.

 God doesn't faint. He is God. He is God to the end and will fight to the end. He knows the way of a heart and knows the way of His way. He knows it is best for all. Only no one knows what it is to fight. They all assume they know. So it is the will of God that all men would fight in prayer for one or two or three or four or five of those days. Day is a day and not weeks or months. Only if I quit now that won't happen. And so God is asking me to give time to think. Giving time to think means to give time to prayer. And so I end this note with a gift of thought. Don't give up. Don't quit. Not even when it seems impossible. God doesn't faint. Nor is He weak. He scrubs out the heart and puts down a dream. He takes you into the sea and into the lee. He takes you on trip to the sea and to the lee and to the heart of lee. And he is there to guide and lead in all things.