Trying to hear God in turmoil

11/07/2007

Joel Akin

 What if words were clues to what the world will be? We know God wants there to be a come and go in Israel. Today I saw it in a word about a young boy of 12 who is to be circumcised by his father. It seems the mother doesn't want him to be circumcised and so it is a matter which is going before the Supreme Court.

 For the Supreme Court to rule means it is a matter before the highest level of United States Government. And that is the key to the matter of Abraham. He had a covenant with God. The covenant was to make sure that not just himself but all his men were circumcised.

 It was this covenant which God showed me is relevant to this age. We want grace but as scripture says we can overdo it if we live under the law. Galatians 5:4 Christ is become of no effect unto you, whosoever of you are justified by the law; ye are fallen from grace.

I spoke of this in 2004 but then I was under law. I was under law until Christ came and broke me free. If I were under law then who is grace? The grace is grace of God. God is grace of men. Men are grace in the sense of life. Men who do not have life are not grace; nor are they grace will but they are grace in the sense of helping others.

 So if we give grace then we receive it. If we can't find grace we must give to others without measure. So if I find it difficult then I must give no matter what. This then becomes the measure of life in me.

Now as one who is severely disabled I am literally challenged daily about this question of give.

Yet if I am disabled and I give until I am wore out at the end of each day should I focus on my relationship with God or on earning money? If I am poor then is it my responsibility to earn? If I forsake the gospel to earn then who is responsible?

 The fact is for the last few years I have focussed pretty much full time on writing the things God is sharing. It is a unique job because it is by grace I write knowing that I am still not blessed. I give without requirement of life for my own needs.

 Yet if I could find time should I? For if I focus on the things of God should God be required to find time for me? If He does then is that reciprocity?

Lets put this into perspective. Men of Israel were asked to beg a question of their future. They were asked to abide by a covenant with life. It is a question based on the will of man to circumcise their children. That is their male and not female for the female isn't meant to be circumcised. She is meant to be held right for the part of her which is healthy. Female circumcision is unhealthy and provides a well for germs.

The above is knowledge yet I write it to aid those in the future who wish to understand that circumcision is a well to spring.

Lets put it into covenant form for you. Imagine God created a well for man in the bitter passages. He is well in life but in death the death is of men. Men are meant to encourage the man who is well but meant to support the man who is not. If I, as a believer, spend my life in the church, and yet am not cared for in the end, it isn't me who is at fault. I have disabilities which prevent me from easily communicating. I can write these things but I haven't. If I do the church isn't designed to help the man who is willing to write his needs.

Now the fact is that I am not able to bear a job. Most men are. If they are they can work. If not they are then responsible to pray. Prayer is the bill of right of everyone but to those who cannot work it is their right in will.

Some might say "I don't feel well" and if that is true they need to see how they spend their day. I don't feel well but lying there in rest is recuperative to me in soul and in flesh. Yet often I go into war and then it becomes hurt day after day for years. So in a sense I go into war for the sake of the body. I fight with man for the sake of the heart. I go into the bill of rights with a man for the sake of the heart.

The bill is the heart and if I see then I see but if I fight to the death I receive a greater promise to the future. If I fight with men, which I can do if I chose, then I write to them with bill of right as a cry of forthwith writing in mind. And that means I fight to receive something from them. It doesn't work in this time but perhaps in time to come it will. The fact is this age isn't willing to give like the day of y'ore. The day of y'ore is the day of your as well. For the day of your was meant to remind us to give to men who could not care for their needs in this life. It is meant to be but we live in an age where no one focusses on these needs. We take care of the one on occasion if they make the right kind of cry but generally we ignore them. And thus I am one who can write but am generally ignored.

Now as one who fights I fight with men in prayer but not with them in love. I fight men of old and they were spirit and they were flesh. Similar to the flesh we now have as men. They were men who fought with men and with God. They went after the flesh and they tore a hole in the heart. In this they took the nature of life and stripped it down to the mediocre. That mediocre is the lesson of old. Med was the heart and the medicine. Med I Sin was a way for us in this age to remind ourselves that we were not pure in any way. Med i o cre or 'med I occur or I o cur' might not make sense but it speaks of things to those who know the story of life as it were or was.

 In those days men fell into sin. They fell so hard they broke out of their name and they fought for life. It was men who fell and men who broke God. They called him dark and put him into the gray zone. It was a world where God could live but it was gray. It was without life. They took life and shattered it. They called it life.

 We say it could never happen. God is God. It was and is true that God is God but men had mechanical aptitude and God made men of clay. They were men of iron and fist and they called it day of the Lord only in reverse. Then it was drol and drol is a word of life. It meant many things but it was dung. The Dutch use it as a bad word. It means fat and it was fat which men had. They had an appendix and it was fat. Fat is the fire of life. From fat God made man and from fat God made us on earth. He did it from the dung and from the ash and from the heap of life.

Now that isn't in scripture but if you study Hebrew it speaks of bear shrift only the shrift is without the radio frequency. That simply meant God created us so we were not part of the dark robots of that age. They were men who created dark matter so deep it went into the soul and into the mind of everyone. It was sin who took us and broke us and shattered us. It was they of old who captured God in a well of darkness.

Now if this is true God could have gotten free but why? They wanted to prove their worth to Him. They went out and proved they were love by killing and murdering and hemming and hawing on everyone. Those are words of this age for they speak of things that we do in life to make us dung. We take life we had and we throw it away. I see it happening around but few do. I see more then most. I see us already into the trial of the trail. The is the path that leads us into the final hour of life. It is here where we faint in the hour of tribulation. It isn't a joke. We are into it. We are passing into it. God is going to deal with it by letting us go into it and then taking us out. Only if we go into it dark that will mean we will try and kill everyone in the world as did men of old. And men will curse everyone and sin will take himself and hide inside the last man standing. And if it is anyone it won't be me.

Now I started off with a secret and if you are still here it is that God is building up a web of understanding. That means stories. He is building them up as they were in the day of old. Only they are not coming in any particular order. So this one is about circumcision only it was the pea and the pee and the pe which were the clues for today. For in them is the clue of the circum and the cision. For if the circum is of God then the cision was of men. Only it wasn't meant to end there. It was meant to provide for the woman in pleasure. She was meant to enjoy sex more then when he had the flap. It was only flap that was the problem. And so when World Net Daily wrote the story it was a flap over the woman saying her son really didn't want it except to please the  father. And perhaps if the son who was Isaac could say to his dad 'Does this really need to be done?", it would be because who wants to have their private parts circumcised? Few of us.

So for this to be done it was wise to circumcise the child. And that is part of the covenant with man of his day and ours.

Now the other secret is in the word itself. We have it but we don't always see things the way they are.

One day in the future God is going to heal Israel. He is going to deliver her from her oppression and hurt. And in that he is going to deal with the one thing she needs. Help.

So if we think of it we could say she is locked away only she isn't. God has a way for her world to open up. And for that to happen the covenant of the Lord has to break open the womb of life. And that is the heart of Israel in order to see the cir cum come to a rest. Of course that sounds bad but sir cum was the original saying. For if a sir came he cum into the world. And so if the ci was of ci sion then it was the way of God to hide it even from us. And so one day they will circum the world and find that Israel is open from both sides of the globe. And that means God is going to deal with those walls which are now blocking the way. And that is a mystery of time. For God has a lot of mountains to be cast into the sea where the dragon lay. And if the giant who is iron rises up once more it will be a head of Israel. A head of gold but a head of street wise men who went to the wall and came out with a wall full of tears.