Searching for an ultimate all

January 26th 2008

Joel Akin

 The biggest issue of a man is to know how to build up suspense. That is the bill for the father. He wants suspense to be the problem not the sorrow. Yet there are times when he gets upset at the man. He is not upset with you but with him who is sin.

 Sin is the bill of a price for prices paid. He was sent to the cross with Christ and he wore out the man who was God. He went to the bill of a man named Joel who went and put down his roots into the bill of Christ. Jesus paid it but the sea didn't heed. The seed was sin and sin took him and broke him over the will of those who were in the lee.

 The lee is a word meaning mostly a place where men were taken and broken. They were carried to the sea by way of a  hill. The hill became a deep and the deep became a long way out. People who went there lived their life as normal. They lived there and they waited and they held their breath. For when they held their breath they found a bill waiting called time. Time was the bill of pain and suffering who held the entire world hostage. Only it wasn't just time but sin.

Now this then went on and on until people said "It can't be" and they said "It is" for in the is they found that man had been right, men were the cause of things in the earth. Men. Men were the people who raised up all these things only like a virus in themselves. They wore out the price of it on the head of men and upon themselves. Only it was like a real virus and it was so real that it carried the will of those who were in prayer. It carried them into the sea and into the will of men.

And it was so intricate that if it hadn't been designed then who was behind it? No one knew? For if life came from the father then the father had made life to be the source of all evil and that wasn't His plan.

So the point is that if Jesus came to bring us life then the life had to be life different. And it was different then anything we had ever conceived. For God took bits of it from every part of the soil. He added into it fungus and bugs and bits of turbid things. And those turbid things were the mud that washed us in the eyes to make us see. We were made from the matter of mud and mud was the matter of time.

Yet if God made us from the bit of time then why is the battle not over? Why did the battle continue on without a seeming end?

Now that is the battle of a mind for if we are in the battle for life then why can't I seem to make a difference? I pray each day with the understanding and yet it isn't just understanding but I have knowledge as well. Knowledge which is the answers to the universe?

Yet as I write I go into things and people like them. They point to them as bit and piece but not the peace which passes understanding. In a way I feel as if the most important things in all the world were paid for with a penny and a song. Few came to see and fewer yet paid their bill. It is as if the price I paid for it was paid in sorrow and yet no one wanted the real price. They wanted it all paid for by the price of the cross.

So who then does pay? If the father pays then who is the will of men in heaven? For if heaven is the sea of man who is the will of God? God is one who does the bill and does the payment. He sees the will as being done for his people. He goes to them and asks of them "Do you do it for them or for me?" And the answer from me is I do it for both. And if that is wrong then please let me know.

 The father knows you. He knows the will of men. He knows you do it for them in love. But if you do it for God first there is no need for tears. And so I do it for them is the right of all answers. People tend to think we have to do it for God alone but the will of God is that we do unto others. The do unto others is the price of life. It is the price of doing and the price of doing is the price of see and do over and over and over and over and over. It is the price of life in the sea of man.

Having said that it is the price of sin which is the price which cannot be paid in full. It is the price of sin which keeps coming back to hinder the world. And it is the price of sin which is the price of life.

 Life is the price of life in the sea. The price of it cannot pay for one the same way it pays for the price of another. So there had to be a choice and the choice was of men and women. So God let men bear the price for they were the ones who sought for answers. They paid a price and they put it down as the price of life.

 It was life in the sea which came to the bitter and the will. It was the bitter side of man. It was the will side of life with Hope and hope was the key to the story of man.

Man was good in the sea if he prayed but in the jill or jil there was the price of fullness of payment. Fullness of payment was the price of a virus which was written on the star and given to men if they had paid the slightest attention to things. Only man didn't think there was a solution and so gave up the star as the sole or the toe and gave that a kick into the lee of life.

It was in this that I wrote out the will of man and put it into a capsule. I made sure it was written where men could find it. I put it here in a seaworthy man. One who had paid a price. One which could not be endured. Yet he said "I will pay it" and he did. Only he could not afford all. He said "I have paid a price for women" and he took them to the sea and to the lee and to the he of hope. And in the battle some said he was like the Pied Piper. He woke up the song in them and carried them to the will of the heart. He said "I will love" and he did. He woke them up to the heart and to the tree. Then he shared the story and it was in parts here and there. Only no one really saw it as a whole only as a part. And he said "It is all".

Of course some wanted it to be paid forever but God had a way of seeing price was paid in full for some men. He paid a price for them that no one could or would and he said "It is the price of freedom." Only he gave the will of who would be brought out. He said "Let these things be of God". And so God wrote out a will for the family. He said "It is here I draw a line" and so those who wish it will follow the will of the father. They will pray and seek until they cross over the line. For that is the price of life. They will follow it to the sea and if they find the lee they will know it was not just men but place. And that is the lee where I went. I went there for five years and I lived there when I was still a teenager and a young adult.

It is there where there was a will fought and a bill that was paid. I went there as a young man and I sought for answers. I went there to see who would be in my life. I found life and love but never to the degree a man would or could. And so the will of men came and went. They sought for me but I could not be found.

Now the will of man is to see and to be in the lee. He is there. Christ was and is. He was the see of life. He came that we might see. He came so we might have it all. We failed to see that we had only a part. We came to the bee of time and we failed to hear its buzz. It was the bee which gave us honey only we gave it nothing. We took it and cared for it like we do a home. The home wasn't part of our life just a box. We said "God has better" but we could not find a way of carrying for it as we should.

So God made a compact and put it into the box. He put it on earth and said "Who will pay?" He saw I was willing to pay as much as I could. He saw I was willing to go and do what I could. Yet in all the will of men there were only a few that wanted more. They will find it in the lee. They will find it in the sea.