Choices 2011

January

Joel Akin

Acts 15:7 And when there had been much disputing, Peter rose up, and said unto them, Men and brethren, ye know how that a good while ago God made choice among us, that the Gentiles by my mouth should hear the word of the gospel, and believe.

 Over the years I have fought for the right to speak. I have fought for the right to learn, and I have held strong despite all, only the enemy is still in the camp with a curse that isn’t an Akin.

I am a man of God who has suffered to the point that I cannot bear it anymore. I have born the price of life up to God and fell hard today when I saw that I had stopped weight dropping because of a body held up to sickness over and over and over again.

Thus if I were dough I would be a useless bunch and if I were in the house of God I would be a man and a man with a body suited to life and even love.

Yet the view of this world, from my perspective, is broken. They are pursuing a way of destruction faster each day and trying to remove the cross of life with all gusto. It were as if the scripture of shame: Mark 8:38 Whosoever therefore shall be ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation; of him also shall the Son of man be ashamed, when he cometh in the glory of his Father with the holy angels., were fully written for the age in which we live.

Thus it is the choice of life to pursue everything I can and to pursue life only everything is being designed to last only as long as we can find it and find it with life being cursed or discoursed over and over and over again.

I know few see the light of reason or the light of prayer in our age as important. God sees it as critical that I continue here until I am unable to go on or unable to physically pursue anything I do with life of gusto and hope for the sake of things.

When I am forced to buy and then give it up without ever using it due to facts beyond my control, like sickness of the heart, as in loneliness of thought, then God holds those things up to the fare of a dream rather then the loss of a product.

The fact is that I have dreams and all dreams have days and days have sins and sins are the price of life failing to see things because the light of it is obscured by reason of sin and sin is the day of darkness in the land.

Reason fails and people read and see speculative thoughts only fail to hear and reason through that God is truly with me and truly feeling my hurt and knowing my name in heaven is real and on earth it isn’t.

There are a few who live here in prayer and they are seen as wise. Yet in heaven men who pray without ceasing are known as few and few is the reason why America and other nations fail as we speak.

Men reason “I am alone in the world but heaven awaits” and they hold Christ to a world filled with sorrow and suffering where he could use you in some way to bill the world with change if you would break through the line ups of thoughts and help someone truly worthwhile.

Yet in the fare up and flare up of life it is the product of fair which is why I faint and why I pray knowing alone I cannot gain it or hold it without a friend being there in life and that isn’t happening. I have family who aid and gives succor but the frame of desire is more and more and more and it is as if Christ reached through and gives up his hand or arm to produce a result in the air and lift a ban for the sake of my house dream and my health and my desires.

I am producing a desire and the desire I hold is dreams but when I awake the dreams are gone and who wants a partial, limited scale dream when no one out there can remember more then one day to the next to produce one or hold one up to God again and again until understanding comes in full.

Thus as I move forward I have partial dreams and they hold partial answers and they hold up stores and dreams and likenesses in life for the sake of a future we now call “Dream eating” or “Dreamata” which is a base concept to deal with life of dreams by proving it into the seasoning of life as a thought that it is more then just a dream and it is an idea which holds up value and value to the sake of futures of men around the globe holding on because it means God is in control of life and is moving me into a fare up and a fare UP but with fare warning over it on every side.

For when creatures by the dozen begin to die around the globe they are hearing high pitched squeaks of the earth bearing up a price and the price is the bearing of things lost or found.

Now when everything breaks and that won’t be long, the price of dead will deliver a knock down blow to everyone on earth only for one place shall everyone stand and that is in the grave.

The grave will rise up and in one day enjoy a blow of a ride across the sea and then back down to the layer of air where for the first time we are at seaside level without ever having to move.

Then when that wild ride is done, as it should be in a while of laughter for the hope of a dream ride around it in the future, God will shed a pound a day until I hold his house or his body to the fare of the light because God shared a ride with me in the body for a long time to make me feel hope and yet at times I can say things which crack up the house of God here and there and everywhere because I do things oddly when I speak as if I had to be wild just to prove I could, if you will, share life with the Father in a way that was True to Value without pointing to groceries.

This is why the next step is to show wild cards arriving from around the globe as people see one oddity and wonder why. They see the sea rising and falling and they see it raising up land around one place over and over and over again. They see the world shake and yet not shift and they see that it points to the UP side and to the UP DOWN SIDE, and it fills the sides of the North with life again so that people who live at the North Pole, as in possibly us, will be held at sea level and be surrounded by ice except in one direction and that is UP DOWN SIDE while it will live on as it is along with much of the USA.

Thus prayer moves mountains and prayer moves in oddities and prayer moves out liberties and prayer moves up a house more then needed because it is the price of this prayer that people in Calgary will find ‘earth changes’ over and over and over until they are wondering who is really in charge of life.

Thus the bile side is made and done over and over again until the will of every ‘creative’ nature is brought down in a single day where dryness and hurt rise up like a singalong of life where no one carries the right kind of tune except yours personally.

This is why the point of every pair of legs is to carry a tune and the tuna is the front of a stack to ideas for later because no one can tuna fish without knowing how to breach the scales on the label and show that big fish are not extinct, just waiting for a word to rise up and freak out the entire globe in size labels so big God will just say I told you so.

Now the point of Calgary being north of the circle of life is to show that the aurora will shine there big and fair and the light of the stars will shine down on the land opposite, where the city is, and one house with roads in place moved in perfectly so people will freak out as neighbor goes down the line to neighbor and people on the ice above will say “Here comes...” and it will be me with a rider mower in grass riding it up to the ice looking for meteors that fall all around and then selling them to people who freak out at such a thing happening and not being hit.

As for the ozone? It will purify the city of its stench and lift a pall upon the labor of mowers so that I can ride it to my hearts content because no one will say “It was chance that worked here” when in reality it was God saying “Set apart those things which are holy from those which are not.”

Thus the land I want will be there and no one in all the world will say “It is Canada telling you “No way will you own the North Pole” but I will be at the geographic center in warmth and in comfort. When this happens people will say ‘He must be Santa Claus himself” only it will be there that mail may come eventually but for now the road will be blocked coming in by those caring for the labor of understanding who I am and why things happen. It will be the price of a study or a labor but God will breach the coast to say “Labor a while still before it happens so you can have fun in the future when the ice around you breaks upward and fills the sky so high it will sing and dance once more. Then when it is gone back down it will sing and dance with fish of the stars and people will shake with awe because you will still be there singing in words and dancing with the sky and loving the Heart as it was meant to be. For once, and this is the proof of life. Take time to dream in song and dance with it once again so you can find Hope in the joyous nature of delivery of a concept of thought to newness of dreams.