Seeking solace in 2010 a journal of ethics in prayer

A House for the sake of a word from God

August 3 2010

Joel Akin

Proverbs 15:28 The heart of the righteous studieth to answer: but the mouth of the wicked poureth out evil things.

To speak isn’t always easy when in war so I study things and those things lead to specific types of answers. Sometimes the answer leads me to hope and other times to things I need to fight.

On the other hand the mouth of the wicked pours out nothing but words that fill you with fear or worry or hate or anger or frustration or all things that are evil to the point that evil is evil.

Now if God created evil it was because he had to devise a way of dealing with men. They had done things good and gooder and goodest because then there were no sins. People did what was right in their own eyes and thus they harmed everyone including those who sought God in prayer.

This then lead to people finding answers in things written and it came to be the price of life that a house was in the works but it was without measure in size as it was a world soon to appear.

Thus the world of men would soon carry on to destruction and the world of men would carry on to destruction until someone wanted life for God made a measure of life and saw I was burned out by the way of life with no possibility of escape because the spirits had stolen all forms of know-how to life and had formed an opinion that they were the sole nature of life that was worth having.

This lead to God making war on them from afar because close in they locked you up into time and it began the quest to escape from time before you died. Thus when I went into it I saw it as hopeless and then I saw it as hope and then I had hopelessness again.

It is the nature of God to show the world of spirits as it is and as it will soon become due to prayer. Those things not mentioned in the story are like the grass in type because a man, like me, came to a place of war and war and war and war without end. I sought God for the likeness of life and I came finally to the ADL and saw they were now after the Christians who served the same God. Now that was today’s insight to evil and I figured if they had to raise up a story in order to make one then they were people doing nothing good with life but trouble.

Thus in the frame of life I hold God and in the frame of life I pray and in the frame of life I pray to the point that God makes it a mandatory day of rest to come because no one will tell me what to do that is with trouble out there or trouble in the sea because they who were spirits hit me harder then anyone had ever been hit by them to date. All to prove that a sick man could be sicker or sickerest and so on to the point of life being no fun.

Thus I fought for lack of options that were positive and I fought for life and I fought for family and I fought for the like of life but I fought because I wanted to know I was ‘able’ to make a difference in the world of prayer by being in such a place as this.

However the price of the fame line is what is to come and it is fame that will make me wealthy but, and this is the lead of it, the price of time is what will make men hate or hurt me because they would test it by the light of heaven and see it fall short because I did not win through to God.

Thus the price of time is the price of a full season of prayer or a full year when God moves me to liberty and I move to fruitfulness of life by doing the things I enjoy most and that is working with people on ideas and making them come to pass with people who want to have a bit of fun along the way. Thus the price of overstock of ideas becomes people who set a key to life in the rocks of the field being more then what they seem or more then what they are or more then what people think is needed.

If the point is life then the point of dreams is God pointing me to rest when all things around me fail. For if nothing happens in a slate of life with stelae or rocks with writings then the thing to do is count the ways to life and begin again by writing down things I do and things I want to accomplish in a notebook. This will be the price of life in the future but for now it is the price of life just with simpleness of life pointing to an idea that will shake people up with simplicity.