Seeking solace in 2010 a journal of ethics in prayer

The Spore of Worlds

January, 2010

Joel Akin

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The biggest spore in all the world is the red plague.

The red plague isn’t a star but a type of nebula and it is the plague of ships and dying shores and things on earth that are birthed in the length of stock of men who held things up as the end.

When men held things up as the end they plagued the world with them for they self-destructed.

When things fell to pieces people said “Oh well” and then went out and purchased another only when that which fell apart was themselves they sought God and he held them up until the end of the age when the bodies of men were reclaimed out of the scourge.

The scourge was the bell and the bell was the system of lines that held men up to prayer and then threw them down for demolition.

It was the worst thing anyone could do and it was worse then throwing a person to the hounds of hell or the pits of the abyss. It was equivalent of having a man flayed step by step, day by day, until at the end of the age the skin finally peeled off the bones and then and only then could the man be said to be free of the things that hounded him in hell, such as the worms.

This is why the people who do it must understand that they hold value up to God as well as men who do the pits thing, that is, if I may, throw men down to hell because they were acting odd or weird or strange and the people were so afraid they threw them down to the pit for destruction.

Thus it is with the church and with the people in the church. They hold value of men in hell as the price of sin and sin is the product of the flesh and the flesh is the product of the soul and the soul is the product of nine.

It is the nine lives of the cat that held up the value of the tab and the tab was the cat as well covering both things from the deep. She who represented the cat in heaven held the life of the burn of men throwing down her works of history because she brought forth failure and showed it for what it was and it was the anathema label of her house on their head that held to the point of destroying all they owned but saving their own lives.

This is why the point of prayer is to point out life and life is what we do for them and what we do for them in prayer.

It is prayer and prayer to the point of life and life to the point of death that holds value to the point of torture and torture to the point of men holding up the stock of the cat with her tabs and with her points of index and so on.

There was never a moment in heaven when men were meant to be thrown down to filth of the worms on a planet so long gone in time that to find it meant they had to destroy the empires of men who had filled out the label for the prescriptions because they were responsible for the sickness and disease on their hands in giving men help that wasn’t perfect.

If they helped in an odd sort of way it was what was inside the labels that held the poisons of life and these were the poisons of men who hated men and this is why sickness held on so long.

Men cursed the poor, they cursed the heart and they cursed the line of the rich only because the rich thought they were right to do things that a rich man could do. Thus the tabs held up the value of a man only because men were like animals here and that is why they rutted and held the price of the rut up to public consumption until people said “We are vomiting up those who do the ruts” and it was because they were the wheels which pressed down day after day to condemn men day and night and night and day until the day became abhorrent and the night became terrors and nights of fear.

It was the product of sin and it was the product of lies and it was the product of dreams of men to find the answers because no one in all the known church was finding them. That is because the moment a man went to search for truth he had to find it only he didn’t know where to begin. So he held his heart to the thought of checking out the unusual section in the library and it was there that the Christian, or the one who claimed to be a Christian, brought in a demon to mock the man for being near books on witches and devils and things of such like.

It was the man who won through who became the teacher and was highly respected by all but the average man off the street dare not open such a book because to do so meant that he was and should be on the way to hell and on the way to destruction.

How then did men find truth? They voted on what was truth and they held it up to debate and they told others that truth was in “The truth shall set you free” and then with a twist of the finger they called a doctor or a cop and said “Listen. I think there is something wrong with so and so” and off they take you to liberty of death and a slow ride in an ambulance to destruction.

It is the fare of life to show concern but today we are afraid of people who once held a value in life and once held it up to God. We see them as failures and even in the persons own hearts a voice speaks demonically and says “You are an utter failure” and who in the world of the church is there to stand with that person against that demon?

No matter how we suffer it is the nature of the soul to say to others who seek help “I am busy. I am not feeling well today. See me tomorrow.”

And they also, if they are into truth, seek for life and are lifted up on a cross where there body is whittled away into the house of destruction or the house of pity for pities sake.

The point of life is to point out dreams to God and to point out hope or dreams of heavens eye to him. It is the nature of the eye in the spatial lines or coordinates which is the house of Hope in Heaven or just heaven.

It is the cat of life which is based on the old lines of religion and it is these lines which the church of Israel had some terms with.

Of course that is anathema to those who do not remember Salem and the fact there was a High Priest before the works of Moses and this is the works of Abraham. He held the light to Salem and to Melchizedek who was the Dec or line of 10 men of purity who held value on earth until the arrival of a true Messiah. That was Christ Jesus and he held up the standards of purity on earth and it was earth which valued life for a time with Christ.

He held up value to God and was pleased with the aim of men, most who sought truth. It was in the story we find men of the temple who held him to ridicule and caused his fall and his failure to the limits of defeat in hell but not the power of the grave.

If we think of history we can see there was a rich man that Jesus spoke of as being in hell. The partners of hell were those who were sinners but what if Jesus were giving an illustration of himself being in torment in hell because in the moments leading up to his own death he thirsted and no one brought him water for whatever reason?

What if he carried his torment to hell and asked Abraham in Paradise for a drink of water? Suppose the five brethren were the ports of calls to men of God who had befriended God and had failed to hear the truth of the witness of Christ? Suppose God had lent Abraham Paradise until the story of healing could be brought back to life in full?

Now the point is that no one teaches that the rich man in hell were Christ and if so then it was a weird story Jesus spoke of as himself only as a man who had been carried down to the grave and no one cared that he was put into a rich mans tomb.

Thus the beings who came to pick up the body saw it was a rich mans tomb and mistakenly sent Christ to hell and hell had to fight across the abyss in order to find his way back to life again?

This is why hell is made of things known and things unknown. If it is made of things unknown then it is the labor of beings to steal away the knowledge of God and bring men there down to the story of hell even before they get there.

Thus the price of hell is the price of a story that I labor with and labor for because I am old and gray and falling ever further into prayer and it was in hell that the man who prayed sought Abraham to send a cooling taste of water to cool his tongue but Abraham said it wasn’t possible. Thus he had Lazarus and he had tales of the rich mans table but if Lazarus had understanding we do not know of it and thus it is possible Abraham didn’t either.

It is this story which Christ told as a parable of life and a parable of death. We know he went to hell. We know he suffered there, even if he was free of the flames, yet he still suffered torment because of the demon worlds that existed there and took life out of his tongue.

It was there he cried “Warn them who are of my brethren” but Abraham said they would not believe and thus he held the value that witnesses were not of value to anyone. They have life and that is witness enough but Abraham held this to the point of rejecting the logic of the ‘rich man’ in hell to the point he refused to aid in any way. It were as if he held up the price of life and then stole it back because he saw it as the foulest of men and the foulest of beings.

Who then can speak from hell if you fall there and no one listens to you? The answer is no one at all because not even God can help those who have fallen into the past of history and there fallen into the halls of history because of a spirit that is based on the fly or the flea.

We have a saying which is Tempus Fugit and it means today Time Flies but in the days of old it the fugit meant the flees and they were referring to those held in prison. Thus a fugit was the flees and they fled to a world called hell and there they built a kingdom of death and destruction out of it by hilling themselves into the sea and putting down roots of destruction.

This is why God wanted it back because men put there were tormented by those who held the value of hell up and up and up to the Devil who was the lord or Great Lord of Destruction of all the Kingdoms of Labor and Malice of Life itself up to the throne or Throne of God.

It is the Throne of God which was precedent of life in the growth of the ivy but God saw it, the fascination with the ivy as being a word that meant to steal or strangle. When ivy rose up it stole life as the stolon and that simply means part of the nature of the tree or shrub or plant. When the stolon has its origins in the label of a thief then it was the thieves way to steal back the soul of men who fell to hell and to the labor of it but, and this is important, the people who took hell took it back and forth under the sea until they had stolen out life of the sea leaving only sin and Wisdom but she who was broken to pieces because they were spirits in the sea of death and destruction.

It is this reason God destroyed them but, and this is important, they existed still and that is because of a labor of time and Time and a spirit called Tempus who was the spirit I was dealing with in prayer as I write this(actually on Feb 21, 2010).

He who was Tempus held the fleeing criminal or fugit to the ivy and God saw them climbing up day by day to his house to steal out the life of heaven.

He saw them and built up a defense of men and man and we were meant to fight and labor with God to stop the thief but when Christ came we crippled the fullness of the plans of God by murdering his Son and that is His only begotten or only produced in full Son or son.

Thus when Christ saw it he asked “Isn’t there some other way around this?” and it was God who could not answer because life was caught in a bind and a bind that was held over the soul of men and the men or beings of hell who lied to us day after day until we no longer could discern or even understand the truth let alone Truth or TRUTH.

Thus the entire episode of life came to be people trying to blame not only each other but the house of God for the suffering we endured. They held me as a label of darkness and when I tried to teach they held me to disbelief and they held me as a man of ignorance who could not see the truth.

It was this which is why God sent a spore on earth and it is now on the planet to ferret out the lines of men of plant ties. It is a spore not seen but one held as value to the throat and to the life of the product of men and this is the product of a single being called me and I and you.

If we find the truth or Truth or even TRUTH, then it will set us free. If we cannot find the Truth/t/T etc then it will show up in fire of blood and fire of pain for those who refuse to bind themselves to the truth of life. It will be seen as a plague and the plague will fall on all those who doubt and all those who live their life giving out spirits of fear to others.

Thus men of God must price the value of life to the throat and the throat must consume products worth consuming and thus, if necessary, God will fool men again and again and again until they can see the truth of life by forcing them to relive the world sections of life over and over and over and over and over and over until they get it right.

This is why the world is held in part to darkness and why I speak not of the moon or a dark sun eclipsing us but a world portion, on earth as we speak, under the authority of men above who are holding down the world in haste to stop the plague of destruction. It, the world of destruction, then moves back to us who are at the front of the story. God saw it could happen to others and he held Abraham up to the house of Eden to restore his mind and to restore his care in life and he held this world the way of the same.

To those who were forced to see the truth early they will be offered life in full in such a way they will be shocked and hurt by God for a time because he is tired of the sin men offer up as sin when in the fullness of life they fall to sin inside rather then outside.

The other point is that God held me up to the price of life and I held life up to Him and He held me up to the price of he and I held him to the price of freedom and that is why one of the shadows does and will continue to be a flame of darkness to the world until the world sees something else odd happening.

As for the odd boxes that are appearing, they will still continue in time but for now I can leave my few where they are until the system is cleansed of the sea of pain and sorrow.

As for life in finances those of you who are poor and are put into the rich mans chair can only watch in hopeless disbelief when God sees it as the price of a world trying to put everyone into the same box.

Thus the dreams of men cannot hold pattern and that is going to remain that way until the world fills up with hope again. We have cursed God so long that no one in this world will ever see heaven until they have stopped braining others with their truths given to them by demons. The truth of the matter is those who pray have the truth but the rest do not. They have a form and the form is issuing a decree of life to those who want it in the dream of life with women with men.

To obtain this is the equivalent of a dream and the equivalent of a spore breaking down the sea and breaking down the lie and breaking down the curses of life on this world. It is here where God can and will set up a new kingdom and it is here where God will set it up in life with dreams felt to those who wonder about the ivy when I spoke of fugit and that is when God took the y of the ordinates and said it is the coor of life, or the heart, which is built upon the principles of a dream and the dream gives up principles of a hope in the e and that is ivy to ive and it was the live of life to those of us who fell to hell. When we fight with God then God carries the sea down but when the dream is filled up then it is the Trans of all things fat up to God for heightening of life.

That will come soon as will healing for me and for my house here but for the labor side it is the nature of dreams to write and write and write when what I do is prepare for the life of the hope to come and that is when I can rest while I earn a living from the words I have spoken for all time. Of course I hope to keep on writing but that is the price of Joy and Hope and Prosperity and a dream of Laughter in the middle.