The body is weak but the heart is strong

When you fail do you keep on going or give up once and for all?

September 17, 2010

Joel Akin

Romans 4:19 And being not weak in faith, he considered not his own body now dead, when he was about a hundred years old, neither yet the deadness of Sarah's womb:

I am not Abraham. He was a man stronger and yet when it came to a child he had a desire to fulfill a mission of life to be the father of many nations.

God knows me and knows my house is weak today and has been much of this week. I had a bit of honey in a time when people were on the path of tearing out waterlogged walls and I had allergens which went berserk and the circumstances around me didn’t help much to alleviate the allergies.

So after days of this I am still coughing and fighting what to some much be a cold but in reality is a mock on the bug that makes things for others. I suffer weird allergies that really do mock the flu and I’ve been through this a number of times in the past and when people give you anti-biotics they do so because it is a way of dealing with the bug that causes colds and it is a flu by the way side that uses our body to hold up a path of least resistance and this is the body of pain and sorrow and suffering.

I never knew it would be so long and God never hinted that suffering wouldn’t seem to have an end. He encourages me in time with hope for tomorrow only when I awake and feel okay and then do something and feel sick then life is the path to least resistance for the bug at work in me.

The world of life is made of things made by God. He shows me that labor is the value of what isn’t seen and thus an open door to prosperity. This is why the person who holds me up in prayer is the person God cares for and takes into consideration.

Once the liberty of men held up men who suffered. However there are things at work which hold down the factory of life in the body of men by prayer. Thus if I find things out there the body of men in heaven holds onto those things with laughter because the body of men is healing on the waste of our world system in cleansing the crude in the body because no one else saw it coming or saw it as a problem.

The world is filled with things that are dark and dark is the world that holds men up to mockery and men down to stoning.  The value of prayer is the cost goes up for each little bit of stir in the pool of healing.

Thus the light of God is the light of men going off with a bang over the price of war and war equates with a firm voice that total destruction is the right of men fighting their way to God so they can fight with him.

This the point of prayer is to show that someone else is out there who wants the space to accommodate their race and to bill their world and to lift up the things they desire from life most. This is why the world system is filled with darkness and why men fail and why men see the world in light of things built as failure for the sake of destroying them as beings who hold onto the things of God without pity.

It is the reptiles who once had arms and legs. They walked about in the nature of the garden and they were wise and crafty which might mean they were good at billing each other for the pocket of transmission codes that would hold Eden in sync to the light of God in heaven.

If they knew that then imagine they wanted space and space would be them holding the liberty of life up to God that was broken in such a way that it could not be fixed.

This is why the spirit world of heaven holds onto me in tight circles and tighter bands. They want me to fall and to falter and to fail and to give up for I am working my way through the system to find out how the war started and it is based on a simple bit of logic which keeps God from starting a full blown war.

God isn’t mad at men even if men go out and try to kill off all the people he loves in life. Thus we are murderous brothers who are still allowed to remain in the family.

This is why God will heal me and deliver me and set me up for a home when the price of life is made clear to all.

This is the price of a war and it is the war between us and the reptiles. We are men who hate them but the price of their lie might be as horrendous as ours so who knows what is written in the fabric of time itself about their world system? One day I will write it and it will become the price of life for building an empire upon it and this is why the Lord who is God will see it as a book a day until all that is written is written for good and I have found all that I wish for in life and life as it is now.

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The Bill for life is over and done but...

The House of men is dealt with in full but...

September 14, 2010

Joel Akin

Acts 11:13 And he showed us how he had seen an angel in his house, which stood and said unto him, Send men to Joppa, and call for Simon, whose surname is Peter;

A few nights ago I was in prayer. I told the Lord that in the future I would be willing to travel almost anyway but by helicopter as it was unsafe.

I forgot about it...at least until morning when I went upstairs and dad said to me “I had a dream I wish to tell you” and I stopped all because a dream from dad is a real rarity.

In the dream he was on the patio and he heard voices speaking and he looked up and saw a helicopter hovering overhead with a contraption hanging down from below it. Perhaps a loudspeaker of some kind.

Then the helicopter landed and the men on it came over to me to speak with me or vice versa, I went to speak to them when they landed.

Whatever the nature of the story I had a hand in it.

Now dad was close to tears because he thought it meant that he would possibly pass on and carry on up to glory, as in heaven.

I saw it as Peter who had a dream of unclean creatures coming down from heaven and being lowered so he could kill and eat. It was this part which I told dad “It is like Peter who was told to kill what he call unfit for use” and so God showed me what he has called okay, as in a helicopter, was good enough for him and good enough for me.

Now some might say that I was being picky over the nature of a helicopter but, and this is part of the tale, I told dad I thought it referred to Peter and the unclean creatures he was instructed to kill and eat, as a resemblance to the helicopter being pure enough to use for service with the men God used to send me a craft like no other out there.

Thus Peter was the price of the tale in a way because dad reads his devotions each morning and in them was the story of Peter and the sheet of creatures coming down from heaven, like the helicopter filled with men, either two or more, one for the pilot to lead down the appendage, like the sheet, and to tell me in no uncertain terms that I had power to make a difference in peoples life’s and not to question what God sends me to ride in or upon.

Now it may be at one time men had a desire to find an answer to life and it was God who shared with me that all things can be pure to eat among the creature. This includes baby seals and baby cats and baby dogs even if such things are offensive to our tastes in the here and now.

So when I ride in the craft God sends it may be odd enough to comment on and it may be old enough to wonder or worry over but if God sends it then it will be a spark of life in the sea of comments of men out there who worry over everything with statistics here and there that show this and that person died or were injured when....

Thus as Peter was called to men who were not Jews so I may be called to people who are not of this world or people who are unlike any other in history in order that they would be part of my story of life.

Now today is raining and I wore my night slippers to lunch in a very smoky truck, as in burning tons of oil. My truck smokes so much it might burn up people simply by being behind me when I back it out of the garage. It is getting so bad that the garage stays smoky for an hour if not aired out.

Of course I had a good reason for wearing slippers and that is because my room was blocked off. I had a couple women here packing up stuff and an insurance guy and then a guy who was measuring floors all because of a leak that sprung about a week ago.

The leak happened and it flooded for up to 12 hours, maybe more, but at least that as a leak of a bottle used to purify the water under my little sink.

So because there is little room in the basement they had to hire a moving truck and much of my stuff was carted out and then they began to tear apart the flooring that was put in a year or two ago and then began to tear out the counter where I make my meals.

What happens next? Unknown. It depends on how much damage they find when everything is torn out.

Of course it is a story of a deductible and if I am wise I will pay for some when the time is right and when money comes in for it.

That is really part of my story of Peter and the men of life for if God heard me speak and say “I want to wash the dishes from the basement” then that is part of the want for something more in the way of a kitchen.

Thus as the enemy comes in and says “No to life” so men come in and offer a service of insurance and it is the life line to life for the sake of a future where if I remain even a little disabled I can have a place of my own until God can find a way of giving me either a garage home, a place of my own over the garage, or a home of my own or both.

The point is that all things work together and God works with men to see a way of life counter to the people of the future who may want something new or unusual or different in the way of things.

This means I can be held up to the highest accommodation of life by men who pray and men who hear God.

If God speaks to men out there by an angel and gives them the name then they go to the computer and ask ‘Which is it? Is it the one with the name of Akin who writes so much online?’

If so then the light goes on when they read things and they wonder if God makes a way with Peter alone and not with me also. Thus as I grip in the gripe of pain of allergies, possibly from the enemy hitting me over the dust stirred up by allergens or by pollen in the honey I bought, or just by life itself.

Whatever the key to life I become a man of God who holds onto the copter and tell people “It is the name of Coptics which held value in the day of old for one reason. They sought God in prayer and that is the price of a story one time soon when I can do more research.”

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Battening down the hatches

When spirits go up the wall and down the other to escape

September 5, 2010

Joel Akin

Jeremiah 25:35 And the shepherds shall have no way to flee, nor the principal of the flock to escape.

A will exists to steal away the joy of the Lord and to take out the stock of life by proving that God exists day by day in the stealth of the line.

The movement of life is to take out the stock of images and to prove that God does not exist because of the nature of times we live in.

If the world images we speak of are clouds then out there somewhere people are blocking away as we speak in accordance with an vile spirit named Battening of life or shutting down the ban or Ban of all things in life by stealing away insight into weird events that are taking place over the face of the earth.

Thus the period of life in this story is the price of insight to the people of tomorrow. The price of insight is when the sea ceases to roar and people cry out “What is happening?” and no one knows because men hinder the work flow of God.

Thus as men hinder so men slow down the work that God does.

Some might say that God isn’t stopped by mere men but, and I have to point this out, I have seen that God works quietly behind the scenes and does things quietly in order to hold the fast side of neat when things do happen.

Lets take for example an image of a box the size of the United States. It is a box shape or a cone shape depending on if you view it from the shape of a world or an equilateral shape, which is the way we like our maps.

Suppose someone high up in the government saw this and said “What is it?”

NASA says “We do not know for sure but we’ll let it go in case it is something worth reporting on in the future.”

They take the image and they prove that out there is one person who knows and he prays and says it is built upon the principle of a box from God.

Now the people then say “If this is God do we want Him in our plans or not?”

Men then hold the image God sends upward to the project of men in the church only in prophecy. He says “I have boxes I wish to give each one of you in the church” and this prophecy is given all over the globe only there is no one there to coordinate messages as it should be done.

Thus the price of the prophecy of the age we live in is lost because people are consumed in the extent of lies they believe rather then assume God is really speaking.

Men tell them what God says and people cry and weep and then go and do nothing. They sit at home and weep because God isn’t listening to them when in reality he is.

Thus as I move into the world of the Spiritual I find God is there and has been there. He has firmed up the line of insight with knowledge in men of God who once prayed for understanding in how to preserve life and one group produced a new type of fat and one today that people have grown afraid of because they believe it is the cause of sickness rather then the price of a preserver of foods. That is Trans fats and no one cares about it out there and no one really knows how to answer those who hold the value in medicine including those who curse it.

They say that God doesn’t move but we see it in incandescent lighting being replaced by mercury filled compact florescent lights and they move in and out of time flickering in such a way it hurts the eyes and brains the stem and keeps the body warm by micro waving the line of body temperatures to the cool side of liberty.

What am I saying? They might be bright but they wave in and out by way of time so the brightness is negated by the price of things lost to men because men of our time prayed and asked “What can I do?” and God gave them an idea, such as Thomas Edison, in ways to try to overcome the lies of the past as the lies now prove with people denying their value and their wisdom for the age we live in.

True they use up power but power isn’t sin. In fact we live in an age that moves power out of the box and proves once and for all how foolish men really are.

The big fear with Trans fats is that they use a dangerous chemical called hydrogen. Of course I speak ‘dangerous’ tongue in cheek because it is element #1 on the periodical table and one of the most vast resources of the sun/Sun that life can present to those who are ‘tongue in cheek’ fools to say that God does not care or does not listen when he does.

Thus when I cry out in pain and sorrow I do not do so because I am mad at God but mad at the spirits of this world for their foolishness and their desire to end up killing each other.

It is the nature of this world that is fooling each other by trying to find a clean energy alternative and of course men are pomping hydrogen as the cleanest of all alternatives. Of course when it goes to fat it purifies the body and purifies it by healing it of sickness and even of certain diseases but when men called doctors hold it up they claim it, the hydrogen is the part of the whole that keeps the value of life down by calling it a chemical that is bad for you when that is a pure lie.

Yet who out there is saying a word regarding it? So far I have discovered none but I.

Thus I fight with people over it and fight it because men claim to be wise and yet as fools they libertize their names in history with clean green alternatives that in some cases or many cases are nothing but lies.

What’s on the label isn’t always true and if you do research on additives you’ll find that people leave out much because they fill things in without telling people all.

This is one reason the future needs people to tell the truth about what is out there so people can be held accountable to what they do.

If doctors claim that Trans fats are the bad sort of thing then test it in lab conditions for a full year where no one goes in or out except to visit people.

Take them into the lab on Side A and Side B. Do a blind test study with Trans fats where Side A eats it with all their food possible and then determines their happiness level and their weight and age and health day by day and then take it out of the food for the poor people who believe it is bad and test them side by side.

I know that those who refuse Trans fats will end up without much in the way of value unless they eat only fruits and perhaps vegetables but with things on the market as they are now.

It is the nature of proof that we don’t hear about from doctors. They claim anywhere from 6% of people are ‘hurt’ by Trans fats with a possible connection up to 22% but that is only proof that they are trying to find a reason why, and I say this with hope for the future, people out there are ill all the time or much of the time.

The reason is simple. God isn’t or God is.

If God isn’t then he isn’t God who cares for men by showing them Trans fats early on in a race to overcome the rancid effects of whale blubber and other oils that were held up past their due dates on peoples stoves. Think of a time before true refrigeration and people were going out soon and sooner for the reason that they were ill from rancid tasting oil.

Then someone said “We need a preserver of food and oil” and along came someone who took hydrogen and mixed it hot with oil and it created a new type of unsaturated fat call Trans fats.

It was and is natures way of saying “Here is an answer that will preserve you inwardly and keep you safe from harm internally by using the hydrogen in the fat and burning it with a price on your heart” and thus creating what I think is possible a natural nature in a type of hexane.

People freak over it and perhaps in some cases with reason but we are basically dealing with a refiner of oil and it is the heart which refines the dark matter in the body with the hydrogen going up a stack and into the nature of the heart lungs and proving once and possibly with all that the value of hearts is built upon principles of prayer with God in the spiritual.

Now as this course goes on some will say ‘If you pray as you claim then when does God offer a breakthrough course?” because if I pray and get nowhere after this many years what then is the purpose of prayer for you who read this?

Lets put it into perspective. Imagine that I pray and overcome each day. I do. I overcome specific types of things in warfare in the spiritual realm. I fight and I win.

The only issue is that out there are people who care more for wealth then they do for things that are of God and his house. God does have wealth for us but it, the value of time, is labored over day after day of warfare.

People want war to be over and as I have learned from the father, over the centuries men failed again and again and again for they would not keep praying through to victory because the war in the spirit realm was bigger and bigger and bigger until they literally grew to experience a house of pain.

It was and is this pain which is what I bear in and out of time with God each day. I wish people to join me in praying to God to learn how to fight as I do. Some may but over the years I have seen myself bear a price of pain I would not wish on anyone.

Thus the value of pain is prayer with God going out and doing for the spirit realm what they do for me and that is pain to the utmost and screaming to the highest.

He feels that one day they will cease their duplicity and then he can help them but even in the midst of truth in all forms they go out and lie straight to God because he tries to help those who were once his kids.

Thus when it comes to duplicity it is the nature of a world showing they care only for the sake of face. Thus as time moves on the day of delivery will come and then you will see He who is God at last stand up and show who and what he really is.

Now a coward or a failure but a light of men and a light of a show of flowers that will stock and stalk until the world out there is filled up to the full and the people of this world will have to bear a light in the day that is beyond conception. A light of our Sun moving up to the light of men and showing them that hydrogen is more then an issue of stars but an issue of hearts.

Thus in the light of God I bring in a motion and it is to be held up to God and to hold down the fabric of life until I have a place of life that is my own.

The value of that is marking today and tomorrow with a price that will break men for the sake of a story.

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A Wall for the right and for the left

One day people will see it, fear, as a box of loathing for the people of God but it was built for those who thought they were in Gods place.

September 1, 2010

Joel Akin

Exodus 14:22 And the children of Israel went into the midst of the sea upon the dry ground : and the waters were a wall unto them on their right hand, and on their left.

Once men walked into the sea. They came up again out of the deep and they rose up to see who was in church. Now the problem of the church is the problem of the sea because for one thing no one came out of the deep to see who was in church but in a way it is a funny analogy of writing with your mind in the deep while you wait for God to heal you so you can appear before those you love.

Thus as a disabled person I shake so bad at times that I find it hard to be in the type of chairs they have in the church today. If I could bring my big recliner it would be easy to sit for a time, maybe an hour or so without worrying over the depth of pain I feel because I would be in a chair comfortable and even fun to be in in.

The problem of going into the deep is the issue of a dream to be held in the absolute perfect nature of Gods plan.

The issue is a war behind and a war of fear on all sides because you know what is holding back the walls isn’t you but either God or some power so great you cannot reason it out in full.

Thus you hold onto a wall to the right and one to the left. It is the walls of today’s systems of men both in prejudice and out because things start to come full circle. On one hand are people who are seen prejudicial and hate it because they believe they are right and on the other those who hate the group or groups who try to emulate where they once have been.

Thus we as Christians condemn those who grow in maturity because we are caught in a war and the war is the system that the enemy is using against us and we hate what they do to us as individuals when in reality we are caught in a war where each side has its Tokyo Rose, at least it seems that way.

The price of being disabled is the project of a soul and the soul of restraint is the project of getting better once and for all. It is the nature of ‘however’ where I live in the deep of the sea only there was no parting and walking in the dry but only a box that keeps me from going up a wall or down a wall in being stir crazy.

I ask God for help but keep waiting for God to say something like “I’m right here but I can’t help you because...” only the life of prayer is silence on the front which is the daily direction of my current freedom and that is hope towards the future direction of forward thinking.

It is a hard walk and a hard walk with others and a harder walk because I have asked for help from others including people who have power to make a difference to no avail. Perhaps the letters they receive are common and in that they liberate motions towards exploring help but find there isn’t much they can change because of things that are common in life called age or reason.

In this I have a wall to the right called time and one to the left called faintness of heart and before me a journey where I cannot really understand the future or its journey or its will or even Gods plan for me to follow for it is the hardest thing I have done in all life and all time and all history.

I come to the throne of God daily asking “Where do I begin?” and all I think of is to keep writing and to keep hoping and to keep going because that is the price of life and the price of dreams and the price of hope.

Yet if that is hard then so is the question of loving one another when there is a war over the house of men and over the value of a family and a family that holds to differences in the light of this world and the light of the world yet to come. Thus as I price it to God I ask “How?”

The war of the flesh is won in part yet the war of time is written in a call to the lights of men that were in old Lucifer or old devils or lines of devils that held the line of men up to God for the sake of the light.

Thus as a man has light in the world so has a man a wick of heirdom in the spiritual aerie of life because of our conscience or consciousness of life. As we move up we grow a wick of spiritual insight but the spirits ad their ed and their flick to the pen that burns with light no matter what they try to do to put it out. This is why there are wars over me because the world of men burns with hate or hurt but all like the burning of a man and his house for the sake of the fire of beings who hold nothing but contempt in their hearts towards life or life with God.

This is why the person on the end of the right or the left is those who were of the old ways of life and they were the bodies of people who may have tried to escape the well of the river and that is time or Time as a box of Hope.

In the light of men I present an argument that my ministry, by force, is in the pen and thus I ask you to write and tell me you wish to give an offering. I am caught in a web of problems with all kinds of physical ailments but I wish to have a house of my own.

If you have the ability to grant me a house then please remember that in Calgary the average home cost is still around half a million and if that seems crazy then don’t write me about it but just pray with me that God will make a way because I long to have a home to call my own.

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